avaadora

I am really itching to do another set, i am feeling super sexy lately.... but the lack of photographers in my area, (and the lack of patents to go and look for them in really holding me back) Iv noticed this winter weather is really putting me in a horribly lazy mood. It could also be my new meds, i think the lexapro i am taking is really making me lazy and tired... all i want to do is sleep and or lay on my butt. iv been taking lexapro for a month now, drowsiness has gotten better. (that first week was killer)

(this picture remindes me of a hot summer night, sitting outside watching my boyfriend work on his car....wearing a t-shirt and feeling warm....)



Anyway i just cannot wait for the winter to be over. iv noticed some of the birds have come back to ohio, because i hear them sing in the morning.... i know that's a good sign, and its a sound i miss so much! waking up to hear the birds chirp is such an amazing sound most people take for granted.

i swear some of the trees in the back yard are starting to bud...the sun is a bit warmer to the skin. all the signs of spring are slowly showing up!

i really miss going to the park and taking the dogs for walks,
i miss wearing tanktops and t-shirts outside,
I miss steeping out side to our back porch and sitting in my hammock while i smoke my cigs.
I miss the sound of thunderstorms late at night while i fall asleep.
I miss having the front door open.
i hate waking up and warming up my car and wasting gas while on cigarette breaks to stay warm.
I hate the way the snow looks, and no it is never pretty, ever!
I hate the way the house smells stale from no circulation of air.
I hate the way my skin gets in the winter
I hate the way the sky looks in the winter


come March 13,14,15 ill be at Kalahari indoor (sandusky ohio)water park!!!! just the thing to get me out of my winter blues...
nothing but warm water, cold drink sipping in a nice hottub....wave pool and surfing....and unlimited towels (makes me wonder what there water bill looks like)