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Have you ever been sooooo in love with a person that all you see,hear think and do reminds you of that loved one? (like song lyrics, movies, everyday events)
Have you ever found yourself falling deeper in love with ever day that passes?
Have you ever been so in love that nothing in the world seems to matter?

If you have you would agree its the best feeling in the world. Nothing is more powerful than love in my opinion. I dont know what has triggered this in my mind, but in the past few months iv stared to realize just how In love i am with my Boyfriend james (we have been together for 3 years now) We go back further than the 3 year relationship. I meet James in HighSchool when i was 16. It started as a little "school girl crush" there was just somthing about him that just drew me in. In school we had a friendship, he had a girl and i had a boy.

Time went on, we lost contact after he graduated, i graduated 2 years later. i thought id never see him around again, i figured he was gone maybe married, or for sure still taken. then outa the blue, my good friend starts dating his brother.....sooo i asked her questions, does he still have a g/f? whats he been up too? she gave me his number. and the rest is history.

I consider myself to be very lucky to get a second chance at something i thought i lost. i consider myself to be so lucky to have meet James. He is my everything, he who made me who i am today! He knows this as much as i do. After all we have watched each other grow up from our ackword teen years. We both became adults toghether.

I guess this reflection was brought on by a song iv really come to relate with
Nine Inch Nail's We're in this together now. of the Fragile.

" The farther I fall Im beside you
As lost as I get I will find you
The deeper the wound Im inside you
For ever and ever I am a part of You and me
Were in this together now
None of them can stop us now
We will make it through some how
You and me
If the world should break in two
Until the very end of me
Until the very end of you"

These lyrics say it all in so many ways, no matter what happens. no matter how low life makes me feel at times i will still be happy. i will always have this love to keep me on track.

To any girl who thinks there are no good guys out there, No real men, there are still men out there who will do anything and everything to make you happy.
You do not have to settle for anything less, You deserve the best!

This is for you Jamie bear sorry for the love fest but i have to get this off my chest and share with all of you my love