So iv been doing some self reflection about my life and id like to share it with you.
possessions are the rout of all evil! When you grow up with nothing and see everyone around you with all the things you want and dont have your mindset changes, i swear this is becoming an epidemic! Every where you look, everything you watch is advertising, throwing in your face all the thing you dont have. Every face you see in tv and movies is a face of beauty that a "normal person" can never have.
Which brings me to my point growing up with nothing can really effect the way you end up in the future. This is not a sob story for sympathy, its how life works. As a kid i was never the popular girl with looks, i grew up poor and misirable. There are so many others in this world who have been through the same thing. Possessions become an addiction for these type of people. I myself found myself falling into this same epidemic.
If i could go back in time just 3 years i would change so much of what i did. In these last 3 years i became an adult, movied out on my own, bought a car, live in a house, own a credit card..... and i did it all in the wrong ways! i wanted everything i never had growing up, and now that i have it i am worse off!
I didnt need a super cool car, we didnt need a house, an appartment would have been just fine for the two of use (me and james) that credit card! i should have cut that bitch up after that first big purchase!
With all that said and done i am changing, i am giving up on perfection, perfection is fake, it cannot be obtained. And its just sad i did realize this years ago......a fucking Epidemic i tell you. its not just me, this is going on every where...
And if you have ever read the book Fight club you can agree with this quote "You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. "
that book taught me so much about life...... We being the human race really need to change, change the way we view things, change the way we gauge achivement. we need to break out of the roles we play and be more self aware. become more than our job, our saleiry.... more than "that loser girl i see myself as"
what better way to become more than on this site......sorry for the rabbling
throw me a bone please!!!!
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possessions are the rout of all evil! When you grow up with nothing and see everyone around you with all the things you want and dont have your mindset changes, i swear this is becoming an epidemic! Every where you look, everything you watch is advertising, throwing in your face all the thing you dont have. Every face you see in tv and movies is a face of beauty that a "normal person" can never have.
Which brings me to my point growing up with nothing can really effect the way you end up in the future. This is not a sob story for sympathy, its how life works. As a kid i was never the popular girl with looks, i grew up poor and misirable. There are so many others in this world who have been through the same thing. Possessions become an addiction for these type of people. I myself found myself falling into this same epidemic.
If i could go back in time just 3 years i would change so much of what i did. In these last 3 years i became an adult, movied out on my own, bought a car, live in a house, own a credit card..... and i did it all in the wrong ways! i wanted everything i never had growing up, and now that i have it i am worse off!
I didnt need a super cool car, we didnt need a house, an appartment would have been just fine for the two of use (me and james) that credit card! i should have cut that bitch up after that first big purchase!
With all that said and done i am changing, i am giving up on perfection, perfection is fake, it cannot be obtained. And its just sad i did realize this years ago......a fucking Epidemic i tell you. its not just me, this is going on every where...
And if you have ever read the book Fight club you can agree with this quote "You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. "
that book taught me so much about life...... We being the human race really need to change, change the way we view things, change the way we gauge achivement. we need to break out of the roles we play and be more self aware. become more than our job, our saleiry.... more than "that loser girl i see myself as"
what better way to become more than on this site......sorry for the rabbling
throw me a bone please!!!!
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zerointeger:
molasses flavored bras worn on the noggin while skinny dipping in a frozen lake of vodka jello?
darke:
ewok is a bit much... I mean, short is fine, but ewok? how bout a short Wookie with nice conditioner?