ava_jade

there are a few lines from a few songs that have always stuck in my head even when they have nothing to do with anything...so take the ones you want and leave the ones you don't

"i find myself choking on all my contradictions"

"i think about you all the time, but i don't need the same"

"i thought i lost you somewhere, but you were never really ever there at all"

"if it doesn't matter now, then it never really did"

more soon in an edit
i need to listen to some music...

"and all your lies weren't enough to keep me here"

"what the fuck were you thinking?
I'm not sorry, I'd do it all again.."

"no one really knows what you feel
fixing is the the only way you're dealin'
you turn your pretty head if it gets real"

"and i wished for things that i don't
and what i chase won't set me free"

"everything's all wrong...yeah
where the hell did i think i was?"

"it's easy to forget yeah, and you choke on the regrets yeah
who the hell did i think i was?"

"and i'm not sure where i belong
nowhere's home and i'm all wrong
and i wasn't all the things i tried to make believe i was...
...and all the talk and all the lies, were all the empty things disguised as me"

*wow how fucking tragic do i sound...i promise when the account expires...which is imminent, i'll leave you all on a better note with a better song to sing...