i have a job interview today that i really don't wanna go to....i'm such a lazy bum...ah well...actually i'm kinda nervous and i think i'm gonna be sick...i think there's other things behind it....not sure though....if i explode then i'll know it's more than the interview....
i can feel the anxiety building making me paranoid about a bunch of unrelated things but i cant' tell if it's coming about because of the interview and it's just making me crazy....or if i've been bottling up and ignoring the crazy... i really don't know.....BUT I FEEL FUCKING PARANOID....i wish i was on drugs.
i can feel the anxiety building making me paranoid about a bunch of unrelated things but i cant' tell if it's coming about because of the interview and it's just making me crazy....or if i've been bottling up and ignoring the crazy... i really don't know.....BUT I FEEL FUCKING PARANOID....i wish i was on drugs.