i'm still thinking about going home for a couple of months...get my head back on straight and if we don't make it through the distance this time then oh well....too bad...he's been fucking with my head...it's not a good idea to fuck with the head of a crazy person... 
ante:
No its not a good idea for people to do that as i am what they call a crazy person aswell and people who try and fuck with it get their shins kicked in. Why you think you need to go home to do that though maybe you need a peaceful holiday alone just a suggestion thats what i do.