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alone again.... blackeyed
rayraythemanape:
Bummer, alone here too. frown
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tuesday the torture begins...... frown
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woooooo!!!! just bought a sewing machine....it's not the best ever...but i'm stoked anyway... I swear i must be a little old lady in disguise... surreal biggrin kiss
pawko4b:
Well you are excited about a sewing machine ms Jade. My money is on the granny panties in the drawer taking over from the south wink.
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i have a job again....so i'm making money while wasting time...that's always awesome...
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don't be fooled by the skin tone....brown people get sunburns too... tongue
pawko4b:
They do? Could be worse tho.
bearnked:
ouchies!!! eeek
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the flowered trees smell like sperm....it's both funny and disturbing... surreal
grumpyoldbastard:
what are you thinking about young lady mad ARRR!!! love
brilliantfiasco:
thanks for the advice in the hair group. i had that question in there for a couple days and no one replied. so i put it in a new post and wouldnt you know you write a response in the original about 10 minutes later! go figure.
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i have a job interview today that i really don't wanna go to....i'm such a lazy bum...ah well...actually i'm kinda nervous and i think i'm gonna be sick...i think there's other things behind it....not sure though....if i explode then i'll know it's more than the interview....

i can feel the anxiety building making me paranoid about a bunch of unrelated things but i cant' tell...
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this anxiety is killing me....i think i get a little crazier everyday...a little more paranoid too....damn now i miss those medicated days.... shocked blackeyed
mypumpkin:
anxiety kills me too.. shocked
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i'm still thinking about going home for a couple of months...get my head back on straight and if we don't make it through the distance this time then oh well....too bad...he's been fucking with my head...it's not a good idea to fuck with the head of a crazy person... mad surreal blackeyed frown
ante:
No its not a good idea for people to do that as i am what they call a crazy person aswell and people who try and fuck with it get their shins kicked in. Why you think you need to go home to do that though maybe you need a peaceful holiday alone just a suggestion thats what i do.
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i made peach cobbler today...then i ate it hot with ice cream....cuz i am awesome...oh and it was DELICIOUS!!! are you jealous??? you should be. tongue
babashanti:
Yep, i'm jealous!

Oh well i'm gonna console myself with this tub of "cookies 'n' cream"... mmmmmmmm yum
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i had a full blown anxiety attack...i haven't had one like that in a year or so....it was fun....but it got a lot of stuf out...munky's never seen me, or anyone, like that before....it scared him. I know he thought I was crazy before, but now he's positive. Ah well....at least he knows what he's dealing with now... blackeyed