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Why am I the best procrastinator ever?
I'm really not trying this year at all, and I dont even know why
I guess im just tired of living in town still, and the courses offered for my 2nd year are crap.
ugh.

So Darcey and I argued a bunch yesterday, went through hanging up on each other
and in the end we ended up laughing and gossiping about our friends.
hm, we are so messed up.

Ive decided not to go to Van for Kyles bday/metal concert thing. Im just really nervous to go by myself, and hed be the only one I know. I finally became comfortable with it, until i found out his new gf or whatever was going and then im like oh ok, so im going to be a 3rd wheel, and then they will be having sex all night prob.
Anyway, I'm sure I will find things to do during my time off. Im going to live at Crystas for maybe a week, I donno what else.

I have my oral presentation tomorrow and im really unprepared, but I just cant make myself do as much as I should be.
Tonight Im working 5-11, I hope Ryley is there.
If not, whatever. and we will see what tomorrow holds.