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wednesday:
almost had to go to the hospital.
morning went to the drs. no fever.
really really really bad strep throat tho.
even so bad, that it might be mono.
coming back.
last time that happend.
i was in the hospital for 2 weeks.
which REALLY SUCKED.


that night my mom was at work.
josh came to check on me. and bring me powerade BLUE <3
felt my head and almost shit himself.
i dont own a thrermometioerer5246gset.
cause my moms odd.
so he went home and got one and came back.
took my temp, and it wassssss...





104.6 yeaaaaaa.
so he called my mom at work
saying he was gonna take me to the hospital.
she called my dr.
she called back.
told him to give me a bath.
i hated it and i cried the hole time,
cause i was so fucking cold.
made my temp go down to 103.4 tho.
so yeah that helped.
had 6 advil & 2 tylonols in me.
finally my fever broke.
my tonisils look like they are about to jump outta my head.
my throat is so swollen.
and ew looking.
i hate it.

im getting really depressed.
havin to stay in everyday.
and being alone.
cant even talk on the fone cause it hurts to fucking much.
watching stupid wb all day long.
cause i dont have cable.
and i lost the remote to the tv in the bedroom.
and im too sick to get up.
i felt a little better to come online for a little bit.
but im feeling shitty again.
so this is the end.
byes.