autrix

I got numerous calls and birthday wishes and that means alot to me.

Then she had to ruin it all.

Anyone who knows me knows I got royally fucked over by a horid woman last christmas (my present was finding out she had a boyfriend... I was an affair.)

My birthday night was good. Hung out with old friends and played video games till sun-up. But of course, we leave for two minutes and I come back to a missed call and a voicemail. It was her. Im so excited... SHES CALLING ME, i thought...The first girl I fell in love with, and the first girl to destroy my heart.*a bit emo*

We all know where this is going... or do we?

So I listen to the message saying things like " Hey, whats up, its been a while and sorry I missed your call" things like that... I had called her earlier in the day to point out we met a year ago... I suppose we have weak moments...

I get a bit excited "oh boy maybe we can finally be in touch again...." nah, I called her back... left a message... and then like a giddy schoolgirl I listened to her message over and over.

*enter the pain*

Oh how embarrassing, I hear at the beginning " hey *chip* its me (name removed)...." so basically she mis-dialed and rang me up... my voicemail doesnt say my name (its the ending of Robocop) .... she left me a message thinking i was someone else.

This hurts SO fucking much. every wound re-opened......
I guess I won't ever get over her.

sorry to whine...
-A

I promise to change this message soon.