automatic_lover

Job hunting oh how fun. I am really hoping I get some awesome break in life soon, like maybe this week. I feel like if I look at one more job application my eyes are going to bleed. I just have to make it a few more days and my friend Milly is going to be in Seattle and she will shower me with love and laughter and booze. I am pretty close to the living dead right now. I woke up sometime around four and started obsessively thinking about ways to lose 20 pounds in a month and for the life of me could not fall back asleep. I am staring at my three options for this afternoon. Cleaning up after the man and I and doing laundry , drinking the rest of the vodka next to my bed and possibly breaking into the whiskey or try and eat the soup I have next to me. I am leaning towards the vodka but I know I have to clean. Maybe I will do both that sounds like a good plan. But for now eating is off the table, not feeling super adventurous today. So as of today I am hanging in there...by a thread, but at least its something. Lets see I am going to pick some music out for you folks.