automatic_lover

Yesterday I officially turned 19. I often forget how young I actually am. I spent Saturday in California with my man listening to the world's best music at the tea farm. I have not been that happy in such a long time. I would honestly devote my life to doing that if I could feel that good all the time. I spent my actual birthday in the airport which was not ideal. I dont do so awesome on birthdays. The whole birthday experience did not start off so well, I woke up to a message of my mother singing happy birthday to me and reminding me that she is so proud and thankful I made it to 19 because for a long time she did not know how long I'd make it. That always gets me, every birthday. Any who today the man and I are celebrating my happy belated birthday so I hope that goes well