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Yeah. So I don't know about the moving away thing. It's kind of one of those facets of my excistence that says I should be doing more with my life than I am. (?) Does that make any sense? I am very much in a shitty growth stage of my career. I don't have the experience to step out or up on my own, but I have enough to know that my boss isn't fucking teaching me shit. I have one more little step that I should take at my work before I leave- and then who knows what will happen? Maybe I will try another city? It's just very hard at work and very life consuming to be working so much and have such a shitty schedule that I don't get much time to actually rock out with friends. It makes me pretty damned lonely most of the time- I keep seeing so many of me palios cheerfully scampering on with their sig. others and it's a bit depressing. I have a hard enough time maintaining friendships with people who actually know me and think I'm okay-

And I could go on and on and on...

But who cares?