Oh my lord.
You know it really sucks to leave a quiet little escape in the woods where I spent my mornings weeding the gardens and playing with dogs, and my evenings carrousing with friends - to come back to this. Flying, travelling for 15 hours to come home to a hot noisy shitbox of an empty ass apartment. Getting off a plane to noone and not being able to think of anyone who would actually care enough to meet me at the airport. FUCK THIS SHIT! I need to fucking change some shit around here or I'm outta here. This shit ain't worth living for! Vacation was a nice wakeup to the fact that this stupid ass college living style apartment has got to go. I can't deal with it. The job might have to go too. My roommate be damned I'm moving in August. I can't stand this!
You know it really sucks to leave a quiet little escape in the woods where I spent my mornings weeding the gardens and playing with dogs, and my evenings carrousing with friends - to come back to this. Flying, travelling for 15 hours to come home to a hot noisy shitbox of an empty ass apartment. Getting off a plane to noone and not being able to think of anyone who would actually care enough to meet me at the airport. FUCK THIS SHIT! I need to fucking change some shit around here or I'm outta here. This shit ain't worth living for! Vacation was a nice wakeup to the fact that this stupid ass college living style apartment has got to go. I can't deal with it. The job might have to go too. My roommate be damned I'm moving in August. I can't stand this!
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i am glad you had such an amazing time, at least thats what it sounds like, and i hope that you can improve things here, or anywhere really, cause i know i like having you around! and as said many many times previously, you deserve to be happy.
any plans for tomorrow? or even today? will i see you thursday? how're the pigs?
that's all the silly q's i have for now the rest i will save for in person at some point