GAH!
Work!
GAH!
Tommorrow- it's almost over! Then four whole days of freedom. I will tell you right now. I am gonna need it! I miss some of ya.
Work makes me hate myself. It makes me feel like a kinda gross failure.
Yesterday (as a for instance), a guy ran up to me in the kitchen and hit me full on in the stomach. I scream at him and immediately realized it was a guy form the sister restaurant that I used to work at. I hit him back very hard and yelled at him, but he just giggled and told me it was okay because I'm "pudgy" and it doesn't hurt me. He was very drunk- but what kinda fucking gradeschool motherfucking bullshit is that. I should've fucking grabbed him by the hair and been like get the fuck out you lame ass fucktard! But no, I've been stewing on it for 2 days now and I wanna crawl under a rock because of it.
I need some good times. I need some days off.
Fuck work.
G'night everybody!
-Nate
Work!
GAH!
Tommorrow- it's almost over! Then four whole days of freedom. I will tell you right now. I am gonna need it! I miss some of ya.
Work makes me hate myself. It makes me feel like a kinda gross failure.
Yesterday (as a for instance), a guy ran up to me in the kitchen and hit me full on in the stomach. I scream at him and immediately realized it was a guy form the sister restaurant that I used to work at. I hit him back very hard and yelled at him, but he just giggled and told me it was okay because I'm "pudgy" and it doesn't hurt me. He was very drunk- but what kinda fucking gradeschool motherfucking bullshit is that. I should've fucking grabbed him by the hair and been like get the fuck out you lame ass fucktard! But no, I've been stewing on it for 2 days now and I wanna crawl under a rock because of it.
I need some good times. I need some days off.
Fuck work.
G'night everybody!
-Nate
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You oughta sucker-punch the guy. It'd be hi-larious.
What I want... I want to grow less painfully for a while. I want to be able to love safely just for a few days. Just to where I can heal a bit, then we can go back to the craziness, at a reduced speed.
[Edited on Mar 30, 2006 8:03AM]