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Well, it's X-Mass. I'm alone and quite, lost feeling. Spoke to my parents and almost lost it. It's so hard being out here with them in MA. All they do is pressure me to come home and visit- which I would love to do, but, my work situation is just not one where I can just not be around. That and even if I could work something out I've only been in this one kitchen for like 2 weeks now and I can't ask for time off! Right... So my parents make me feel guilty, my dad outright told me he hated the present I got him, it was pretty f'n rough. I almost cried. Damnit.

I feel like drinking, but not in a revelry sorta way. So I probably shouldn't. Being alone on X-Mass sux. My roommate, me, and some folk are gonna being doin' the chinese food thing soon, but they are out at one of there other friends houses right now.

Oh, and I got a flat on my bike today (on the valve so I can't fix it) so, I'm pretty much grounded.



Well, I got good X-Mass presents though! An Ipod and Sin City and Family Guy and a couple of Dunny's!