Friday Jul 01, 2005

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I have 2 working interviews tommorrow... One at DF and one at Red Star... Red Star is at 8 and DF is at 11... I think I'm gonna have to lean toward Red Star. they are offering me 9.50 to start plus insurance and 401K- pretty friggan good... Plus I'd rather do American food than Mexican.
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randomrockstar:
Let me tell you as someone with experience...take a minimun wage job with bennifits ANY day over better pay with no bennies!!!

I guess that I just got lucky with a job that has good pay AND bennifits...
But that's why I'm lady luck...
bankerboy:
Good luck my man! Are you going to make the shindig in Vancouver tomorrow?

Thursday Jun 30, 2005

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alright, through persistance of will... I got a callback today... Thank God. Taqaria Nueve or perhaps its Downtown sister (which goes by another name that I don't dare attempt to spell) . Hooray for me.
synfull:
quotes from you (previous journal entry):

"[drinking] fucking affects me in aweful ways! I'm talking suicidal affects- sometimes"

and

"... I've just been to low for too long..."

i don't know you very well but i was worried about you...those that can quote Themselves and claim Busdriver as their favorite bands look out for one another.
romero:
Good luck with the whole thing.

Tuesday Jun 28, 2005

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You know what? Yeah, neither do I.

So I didn't do much of anything these last 2 days... Yesterday I was so down that I didn't even want to leave the house. I went out and saw Batman- it was good, but I just can't get into watching Batman as a real life person, Eh whatever... Today I was worse, cause I knew that I...
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synfull:
voodoo, i don't mean to be so intrusive (and you can take this with a grain of salt, or a dose of truth, because i really am clinically crazy) but getting some help for the overwhelming feelings that make you want to drink, or that drinking can mask/numb/ease/intensify, would be of great benefit and a huge relief to you (tackling the underlying emotional shit/ whatever's going on in your brain, with help... can set you free, brother)
les:
well hopefully you won't move before i move into town and we can hang out and EAT! kiss

Sunday Jun 26, 2005

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So, yeah, the Tabla thing was bullshit. They had me come in for 2 days and the pretty much wanted a miracle from me... They are basically looking for someone that can come in and and be the boss in like a week... I busted my ass... and well, now I really feel shitty. I really wanted that shit to work out... Honestly I'm tired...
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hansel:
You should skull fuck their stupid faces.
theshinobi:
You, sir, are speaking my language. But if you wanna feel better about the situation, I suggest you reassess your shit and keep things as simple as they can be.

Friday Jun 24, 2005

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mothafuckin right! SO today was my last day at my internship at Fife- and not an hour and a half after leaving I got fucking hired at Tabla! Yeah... I win... Now, if only I had a social life that didn't involve only drinking...
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les:
yay!
hansel:
Heh! Congrats. We must celebrate.. you should email me your phone number. smile

Thursday Jun 23, 2005

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Check me out now.. I have rivers or rhythm... an entire ocean of emotion that's entightled to swim in... also a forest of feeling beating a path of peace trappped inside... my silhouette I have to speak to release... demanding more from the pen, than a whore from the pen... the line between playing to win and sin is thin... but I walk it with...
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synfull:
i really like that
randomrockstar:
My hair was having a bad day. Thanks for asking. Asshole.

tongue wink biggrin

Wednesday Jun 22, 2005

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Job hunting blows and I'm so fucking tired I want to just let myself die a little bit so I won't have to worry about that part of me anymore. I have no idea what I'm saying or why and I'll not make excuses for my own stupidity. I don't know em so fuck em, though they are truely just the same as me so...
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hippomonki:
you should let your horns show every now and then, it's a good thing i promise....
but then again i also like hunting wink
romero:
Dude, I know about the whole job thing. It's a bitch specially in this job market. Keep your head up, you'll be alright. It took me a month to find the job I currently work for, now I'm looking to leave.

Monday Jun 20, 2005

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I can here the music at the bar across the way... "I didn't mean to turn you on..."

Hunh.
bankerboy:
Robert Palmer, R.I.P.
hansel:
I can only hear traffic. Which I love. The sound of traffic. So nice.

Sunday Jun 19, 2005

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I once heard a chef go off on one of his waiters that kept calling in sick. The waiter happened to be a vegan and the chefs words were "Eat some fucking meat! Build up some fucking strength! Why don't you get your eyes moved to the side of your head so you can better find nuts and seeds! Why don't you get your canines...
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cyriaca:
lol...that's a good comment
ahh but to each their own.....

Sunday Jun 19, 2005

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I have been very depressed for the last few days. However, today I got stoned. Now, I feel much better. I hate the fact that I'm the type of person that evens out a great deal when I'm baked. I will never be able to understand why it's fine to get drunk and retarded, but to get stoned is a sin. Booze depresses me, pot...
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randomrockstar:
It's not fine to get drunk. It's fine to get stoned.wink

The way I understand it is; a) because the US can't get a handle on the market in order to tax it, b) the federal government will only allow marijuana to be tested in order to find it's negative and possible long-term side effects. They will not allow it to be tested for positive usage, and will not donate OR fund any medicinal research.

It's complete bullshit.mad

But you gave me a great idea... biggrin
bankerboy:
You should of come to Devil's Point. It was the fun!

Friday Jun 17, 2005

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It rained on me today. I couldn't ride home fast enough.
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randomrockstar:
I like California. I don't know why. It's certainly not the California that everyone thinks that it is on t.v, though, that's for sure.
cyriaca:
You need to attach an umbrella to yourself.

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Thursday Jun 16, 2005

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So I just put a cardboard box in the cage with my guinea pigs. They are pushing it about and jumping around and chewing on it and climbing it. The thing is I know their cage is too small for them and I'm not sure if they are playing with the box or trying to get it out of there. Man, I need to give...
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randomrockstar:
OH! Your so mean! Hahaha...I kid, I kid... wink

I know how you feel. I have to keep my cat indoors in my apartment, and I feel like sometimes she's just going stir-crazy! I feel like such a bad momma... miao!!
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