so for like 1000 years i was huge into ballet
it was all i wanted with my life
i spent every dollar i got on new pointe shoes or leg warmers
and then i hurt my knee
and never went back
until last night i took one class
and ive never felt so beautiful in my life
it came back to me so fast
and...
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it was all i wanted with my life
i spent every dollar i got on new pointe shoes or leg warmers
and then i hurt my knee
and never went back
until last night i took one class
and ive never felt so beautiful in my life
it came back to me so fast
and...
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so tonight i said some harsh words
and i meant every one
i dont regret it
and im not sorry
why would i want to be with someone who thinks its okay to fully, blatantly make me feel like shit about myself, for feeling like shit about myself? im better than that. and i know that now and i have you to thank for it....
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and i meant every one
i dont regret it
and im not sorry
why would i want to be with someone who thinks its okay to fully, blatantly make me feel like shit about myself, for feeling like shit about myself? im better than that. and i know that now and i have you to thank for it....
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ladayen:
Wow that's hard to get my head around.. still not sure if I understand that right... but dont let anyone make you feel like shit about yourself... especially yourself.
branden:
your tatties will come with time.. as will mine.
Quite obviously it wasnt meant to be. The tat you got with your ralph bucks prolly woulda given you hep b or something.
Totally dont agree with the parents-using-your-money-for-things-they-want-you-to-spent-it-on-thing. My Mom did that with Cam and Ryleys money... to buy plane tickets to go to Ontario in the summer. Lame.
I didnt even get mine yet!
Quite obviously it wasnt meant to be. The tat you got with your ralph bucks prolly woulda given you hep b or something.
Totally dont agree with the parents-using-your-money-for-things-they-want-you-to-spent-it-on-thing. My Mom did that with Cam and Ryleys money... to buy plane tickets to go to Ontario in the summer. Lame.
I didnt even get mine yet!
i know it sounds cliche and hugely lame, but right now, all i want is to be in love again. that kind of 6th sense attatchment at the hip completly devoted love that you cant kick no matter how bad you want it to away. the kind where you get the chills every time you think about that person, and you miss them before they...
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felipelovesyou:
mhm.. i know EXACTLY what you're feeling..
not sappy emo about it... just .. would like to have it! hehe!..
it's funny cos with me? i've not WANTED anything for the last couple months... and turned down some "offers"... and by " " .. i mean sexual.. is that gay?
i think i'm holding out for something real.. not just to use a girl to masturbate...
they're worth more.. at least the right ones are...
ah, what do i know....
goodnight... you are a cute girl..keep it up...
not sappy emo about it... just .. would like to have it! hehe!..
it's funny cos with me? i've not WANTED anything for the last couple months... and turned down some "offers"... and by " " .. i mean sexual.. is that gay?
i think i'm holding out for something real.. not just to use a girl to masturbate...
they're worth more.. at least the right ones are...
ah, what do i know....
goodnight... you are a cute girl..keep it up...
okay okay okay
so today was the first day back real classes since like...before christmas...so it was fucking BRUTAL!
i just want out of that place so bad
i want to move to toronto and get my own life started
im sick of boring conservative stinky old calgary
and ESPECIALLY sick of high school
and all the drama that comes with it
grad is coming...
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so today was the first day back real classes since like...before christmas...so it was fucking BRUTAL!
i just want out of that place so bad
i want to move to toronto and get my own life started
im sick of boring conservative stinky old calgary
and ESPECIALLY sick of high school
and all the drama that comes with it
grad is coming...
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felipelovesyou:
Delia, is SUCH a cute name! haha! i had to tell someone.. yes, high school sucks but it DOES get better.. well, it's whatever you make of it.
hey! I went to the animal shelter today to get a kitty for my cat damien. so he could have a friend - but the coolest fucking cat there had TWO people waiting to adopt him! grr!! i wanted that little bastard!
so i think i'll go tomorrow and this time i'll go to like 4 sheltersd determined to come home with a kitty! haha!
why don't you have IM? sucks. i think you might be fun to talk ..i mean "chat" to ..haha!
like how this entry is turning out to be crazy-fucking-long?! nice. i think i'll keep going... so i think i'm going to have it out with my roomate tonight... how fun is that? fuck it though.. i CAN'T let people get away with shit! like .. not washing his dishes and other "roomate" shit like that! hehe!
how great would it be to watch an old movie and talk through it.. like talk FOR the characters and make jokes the whole way through! haha! i think that's something i'd like to do on a "date" .... hehee! although.. i don't think that the girl would be amused.
I've not gone to the gym in like 3 weeks!!! grrr!!!! i suck at life!
are you bored yet? see..... the reason i'm doing this is cos... i'm working on some sites and i am not in the "work" mood.. i'm in the "hangout, try to cook something, rent DVDs and laugh" mood. buuuuuuuuut....
i don't get paid to do that.. and a partner in crime is nowhere to be found! soo... i thought i'd type without stopping and i chose YOU as my victim! haha!
ok ok ,, you HAVE to be annoyed by now... if not? you are soo very very cute AND sweet! muah! you rock today... have a goodnight... and get on IM so you can bug ME! hehe! bye...
( I'm so - making voices over an old movie while eating something we tried to cook - with you in my mind right now.... )
hey! I went to the animal shelter today to get a kitty for my cat damien. so he could have a friend - but the coolest fucking cat there had TWO people waiting to adopt him! grr!! i wanted that little bastard!
so i think i'll go tomorrow and this time i'll go to like 4 sheltersd determined to come home with a kitty! haha!
why don't you have IM? sucks. i think you might be fun to talk ..i mean "chat" to ..haha!
like how this entry is turning out to be crazy-fucking-long?! nice. i think i'll keep going... so i think i'm going to have it out with my roomate tonight... how fun is that? fuck it though.. i CAN'T let people get away with shit! like .. not washing his dishes and other "roomate" shit like that! hehe!
how great would it be to watch an old movie and talk through it.. like talk FOR the characters and make jokes the whole way through! haha! i think that's something i'd like to do on a "date" .... hehee! although.. i don't think that the girl would be amused.
I've not gone to the gym in like 3 weeks!!! grrr!!!! i suck at life!
are you bored yet? see..... the reason i'm doing this is cos... i'm working on some sites and i am not in the "work" mood.. i'm in the "hangout, try to cook something, rent DVDs and laugh" mood. buuuuuuuuut....
i don't get paid to do that.. and a partner in crime is nowhere to be found! soo... i thought i'd type without stopping and i chose YOU as my victim! haha!
ok ok ,, you HAVE to be annoyed by now... if not? you are soo very very cute AND sweet! muah! you rock today... have a goodnight... and get on IM so you can bug ME! hehe! bye...
( I'm so - making voices over an old movie while eating something we tried to cook - with you in my mind right now....
)
felipelovesyou:
hot pink and lime green ... like "maybelline"? hehe! have fun with TV...
ok, so... MSN me.
felipe@runningfish.net
it's a screen name... haha! lame huh? if not? it's cool... have funfunfun anyway...
ok, so... MSN me.
felipe@runningfish.net
it's a screen name... haha! lame huh? if not? it's cool... have funfunfun anyway...
i love my job
i love my job
i love my job
i love my job
thanks
(real update later, party time)
XO. Lou
i love my job
i love my job
i love my job
thanks
(real update later, party time)
XO. Lou
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felipelovesyou:
... my roomates are fucking right now! how weird is that!?!? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! i can HEAR THEM!!!! hahahahaha! 
felipelovesyou:
you're too cute.. and i can't believe that you're compaining about having TOO many boys!! hahaha! nerd... have fun today sweetie... and yes, you can be my replacement girlfriend! hehe! muah! cute! byebyebyee!
christ
i hate girls so much
they cause FAR too much fucking drama in my life
always got something to bitch about
or to pick a fight about
so im sick, and have a huge work weekend ahead of me, and want to rest
CRY ME A FUCKING RIVER
i think you can do without me for a night
or, you know, quote 'dismiss me...
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i hate girls so much
they cause FAR too much fucking drama in my life
always got something to bitch about
or to pick a fight about
so im sick, and have a huge work weekend ahead of me, and want to rest
CRY ME A FUCKING RIVER
i think you can do without me for a night
or, you know, quote 'dismiss me...
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felipelovesyou:
ouch
sounds like youre not the hugest fan of this person
whoever they are
thats too bad
id be sad if i were them
ps can we still hold hands?
hmm... i copy/pasted what you had put in MY journal.. it seems it's exactly what i would tell you anyway... feel better sweetie! and Fuck those fucking fucks!! muah! byebye!
sounds like youre not the hugest fan of this person
whoever they are
thats too bad
id be sad if i were them
ps can we still hold hands?
hmm... i copy/pasted what you had put in MY journal.. it seems it's exactly what i would tell you anyway... feel better sweetie! and Fuck those fucking fucks!! muah! byebye!
felipelovesyou:
aww.. that's not fun. try to use the word "BOOYAH!" today! it'll make you feel 265 times better! hehe! MUAH!! <--biggest kiss ever! byebye! umm... hands? haha! jk bye!
jesus christ
i didnt think it was possible to be this fucking mad at you
you of all people
you
the one who always makes everything better
you fucked up so bad this time boy
i dont even know what to say to you
who the hell do you think you are to go behind my back and mess around with my shit?
who the...
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i didnt think it was possible to be this fucking mad at you
you of all people
you
the one who always makes everything better
you fucked up so bad this time boy
i dont even know what to say to you
who the hell do you think you are to go behind my back and mess around with my shit?
who the...
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felipelovesyou:
mhm... i never let go of your hand silly!
felipelovesyou:
is that you on your profile pic?
even more importantly..
is that ME you're shooting?! haha! muah!! byebyebye sweetie!
even more importantly..
is that ME you're shooting?! haha! muah!! byebyebye sweetie!
felipelovesyou:
i absolutely love your entries! haha! hey! let me know what's new with Lindsay - i'm dying to know... my pulse is fading..**beep! ....beep!...........beep! ....beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..**
hehe! byebebye! have fun sweetie! muah!
hehe! byebebye! have fun sweetie! muah!
tonight we had a wicked 'get together'
nothing beats pepsi
bad porn
and american idol
we rented some shitty porn, and the 'best of the worst of american idol' dvd
and like 10 of us
sat around all night
drinking pepsi and smoking cheap cigarettes
and i saw shawn, i missed him, crazy army bastard
and then cam made me cry
im mean to him...
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nothing beats pepsi
bad porn
and american idol
we rented some shitty porn, and the 'best of the worst of american idol' dvd
and like 10 of us
sat around all night
drinking pepsi and smoking cheap cigarettes
and i saw shawn, i missed him, crazy army bastard
and then cam made me cry
im mean to him...
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honsolo:
hugs
galla38:
sounds like fun.
why am i always always sick?
why do boys all suck shit?
why is my hair such a pain in the ass?
i should wash it...
meh so much work
tomorrow, if i pass this exam
NO MORE MATH TESTS AS LONG AS I LIVE
BOOYAHHHH
and i get to go back to work on friday
its like i havent been there in a jillion...
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why do boys all suck shit?
why is my hair such a pain in the ass?
i should wash it...
meh so much work
tomorrow, if i pass this exam
NO MORE MATH TESTS AS LONG AS I LIVE
BOOYAHHHH
and i get to go back to work on friday
its like i havent been there in a jillion...
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colcannon:
thats fair
felipelovesyou:
haha! I haven't said "BOOYAH!" in sooo long.. *gasps* maybe nothing in my life has been cool enough!? nothing since this one ninja turtles episode... yeah i think that was the last time i said the word...hmm.....i either need more in my life - or - more NINJA TURTLES in my life! ok, byebyebyebye! muah!
i just watched Rocky so that's where that comes from..hehe!
i say GO FOR IT!!
i used to skateboard and now one of my knees is shot.. i suck cos i haven't gone back to doing it, trust me. it SUCKS to give up on something like that! so have fun!