autobomb

i know it sounds cliche and hugely lame, but right now, all i want is to be in love again. that kind of 6th sense attatchment at the hip completly devoted love that you cant kick no matter how bad you want it to away. the kind where you get the chills every time you think about that person, and you miss them before they leave the room. my life is fine. i have my stresses and all that, and i dont feel empty. its just this weird craving i have, its been too long since ive felt that. cheesey teen dramas (yes i love one tree hill, fuck you) make me melt. that kissing in the rain, undying mushy gushy love is way perfect.

i just want to feel wanted. or better yet, needed. to know that someone cant live without me in their life. thats not to much to ask is it?

long and short
im lonely
im gunna go cry about it i'll be over it in the morning

XO. Lou

ps i got cute new shirts today