i feel a little trendy
but i love panic at the disco.
rock the freak on.
also
its been a month and i miss you like hell
and i know you know that
but
just thought id tell you one more time
and tell you that today
a boy asked me if i was in the army
HAHA
me
in the army
you would have...
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but i love panic at the disco.
rock the freak on.
also
its been a month and i miss you like hell
and i know you know that
but
just thought id tell you one more time
and tell you that today
a boy asked me if i was in the army
HAHA
me
in the army
you would have...
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i hate the army
hate hate hate hate it
i hate not getting who i want
or having to work for a boy
i hate suicide
i hated it before
but i hate it way more now
i hate any thought or reminder of it
i hate crying
i hate confusion
and not knowing up from down
i hate smoking
but i cant quit
i...
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hate hate hate hate it
i hate not getting who i want
or having to work for a boy
i hate suicide
i hated it before
but i hate it way more now
i hate any thought or reminder of it
i hate crying
i hate confusion
and not knowing up from down
i hate smoking
but i cant quit
i...
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felipelovesyou:
sing some hardcore songs..
give these guys a chance...
The Hope Conspiracy they're one of my FAV. bands!
these guys are pretty good too..
Sever Your Ties
feel better sweetie!
give these guys a chance...
The Hope Conspiracy they're one of my FAV. bands!
these guys are pretty good too..
Sever Your Ties
feel better sweetie!
wocket:
Wow I hope everything goes better but I know what you mean when you hate everything sometimes, especially when everyone around you is being ignorant. I hate snow as d welwarmed up here in Ohio and meltel but it 
Anyways hope it g ets better and I don't think you should have ot work for a boy wither.
Anyways hope it g
ets better and I don't think you should have ot work for a boy wither.&^%!@#(*)(*#$)(**&^*&^!@&^#%
FRICK
...men....
im frustrated...im not used to having to do the persuing of anyone
its never hard
this time it is and i dont know how to work it
i figure giving up is my best bet
everyone seems to think its the best idea
soooo
XO.Lou
FRICK
...men....
im frustrated...im not used to having to do the persuing of anyone
its never hard
this time it is and i dont know how to work it
i figure giving up is my best bet
everyone seems to think its the best idea
soooo
XO.Lou
felipelovesyou:
is he really worth the " (*#$)(**&^*&^!@&^#% "?
you're cute as hell.. you'll find someone else!
fish are everywhere you know?
have fun today sweetie!
"FRICK!" .. hehe! soo cute!
byebyebyebye
[Edited on Feb 28, 2006 9:59AM]
you're cute as hell.. you'll find someone else!
fish are everywhere you know?
have fun today sweetie!
"FRICK!" .. hehe! soo cute!
byebyebyebye
[Edited on Feb 28, 2006 9:59AM]
you ever have a crush on a boy
who you think is like WAY out of your league
and everyone says hes a slut
but youre all
no way hes too sweet?
yeah i have that issue
crap.
XO.Lou
who you think is like WAY out of your league
and everyone says hes a slut
but youre all
no way hes too sweet?
yeah i have that issue
crap.
XO.Lou
felipelovesyou:
haha!
oh no!
don't "crush"!! it's bad news!
and don't worry about people making false accusations based on hear-say evidence!
*sighs*
ok, that's all i got...
oh no!
don't "crush"!! it's bad news!
and don't worry about people making false accusations based on hear-say evidence!
*sighs*
ok, that's all i got...
not like anybody cares
but sorry i disappeared for a while
its been a rough go this last while
but things are going to start looking up now im sure
i'll keep up with this now
XO. Lou
ps love you bren
but sorry i disappeared for a while
its been a rough go this last while
but things are going to start looking up now im sure
i'll keep up with this now
XO. Lou
ps love you bren
felipelovesyou:
no one's forgotten you! hehe!
feel great sweetie! muah!
feel great sweetie! muah!
tonight i finally realized the impact of taking your own life.
i realized why it can never be taken lightly.
i wish there was something someone could have done to save you.
but i know youre in a better place.
happy.
i dont know why you did it.
but im sure you knew perfectly well.
and i am so fucking sorry i was as distant...
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i realized why it can never be taken lightly.
i wish there was something someone could have done to save you.
but i know youre in a better place.
happy.
i dont know why you did it.
but im sure you knew perfectly well.
and i am so fucking sorry i was as distant...
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i love smoking pink lemonade shisha.
i love drinking water with more ice in the glass than water.
i love chelsea.
i love my job.
i love mike and fletcher and ashley and colin and benny and meaghan and stevi and britt and jordan.
i love dark pretty eyeshadow.
i love DDR.
i love suicide girls.
for my birthday my uncle is going to get...
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i love drinking water with more ice in the glass than water.
i love chelsea.
i love my job.
i love mike and fletcher and ashley and colin and benny and meaghan and stevi and britt and jordan.
i love dark pretty eyeshadow.
i love DDR.
i love suicide girls.
for my birthday my uncle is going to get...
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so for like 1000 years i was huge into ballet
it was all i wanted with my life
i spent every dollar i got on new pointe shoes or leg warmers
and then i hurt my knee
and never went back
until last night i took one class
and ive never felt so beautiful in my life
it came back to me so fast
and...
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it was all i wanted with my life
i spent every dollar i got on new pointe shoes or leg warmers
and then i hurt my knee
and never went back
until last night i took one class
and ive never felt so beautiful in my life
it came back to me so fast
and...
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felipelovesyou:
it's all heart!
i just watched Rocky so that's where that comes from..hehe!
i say GO FOR IT!!
i used to skateboard and now one of my knees is shot.. i suck cos i haven't gone back to doing it, trust me. it SUCKS to give up on something like that! so have fun! 
i just watched Rocky so that's where that comes from..hehe!
i say GO FOR IT!!
i used to skateboard and now one of my knees is shot.. i suck cos i haven't gone back to doing it, trust me. it SUCKS to give up on something like that! so have fun!
so tonight i said some harsh words
and i meant every one
i dont regret it
and im not sorry
why would i want to be with someone who thinks its okay to fully, blatantly make me feel like shit about myself, for feeling like shit about myself? im better than that. and i know that now and i have you to thank for it....
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and i meant every one
i dont regret it
and im not sorry
why would i want to be with someone who thinks its okay to fully, blatantly make me feel like shit about myself, for feeling like shit about myself? im better than that. and i know that now and i have you to thank for it....
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ladayen:
Wow that's hard to get my head around.. still not sure if I understand that right... but dont let anyone make you feel like shit about yourself... especially yourself.
branden:
your tatties will come with time.. as will mine.
Quite obviously it wasnt meant to be. The tat you got with your ralph bucks prolly woulda given you hep b or something.
Totally dont agree with the parents-using-your-money-for-things-they-want-you-to-spent-it-on-thing. My Mom did that with Cam and Ryleys money... to buy plane tickets to go to Ontario in the summer. Lame.
I didnt even get mine yet!
Quite obviously it wasnt meant to be. The tat you got with your ralph bucks prolly woulda given you hep b or something.
Totally dont agree with the parents-using-your-money-for-things-they-want-you-to-spent-it-on-thing. My Mom did that with Cam and Ryleys money... to buy plane tickets to go to Ontario in the summer. Lame.
I didnt even get mine yet!
i know it sounds cliche and hugely lame, but right now, all i want is to be in love again. that kind of 6th sense attatchment at the hip completly devoted love that you cant kick no matter how bad you want it to away. the kind where you get the chills every time you think about that person, and you miss them before they...
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felipelovesyou:
mhm.. i know EXACTLY what you're feeling..
not sappy emo about it... just .. would like to have it! hehe!..
it's funny cos with me? i've not WANTED anything for the last couple months... and turned down some "offers"... and by " " .. i mean sexual.. is that gay?
i think i'm holding out for something real.. not just to use a girl to masturbate...
they're worth more.. at least the right ones are...
ah, what do i know....
goodnight... you are a cute girl..keep it up...
not sappy emo about it... just .. would like to have it! hehe!..
it's funny cos with me? i've not WANTED anything for the last couple months... and turned down some "offers"... and by " " .. i mean sexual.. is that gay?
i think i'm holding out for something real.. not just to use a girl to masturbate...
they're worth more.. at least the right ones are...
ah, what do i know....
goodnight... you are a cute girl..keep it up...
okay okay okay
so today was the first day back real classes since like...before christmas...so it was fucking BRUTAL!
i just want out of that place so bad
i want to move to toronto and get my own life started
im sick of boring conservative stinky old calgary
and ESPECIALLY sick of high school
and all the drama that comes with it
grad is coming...
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so today was the first day back real classes since like...before christmas...so it was fucking BRUTAL!
i just want out of that place so bad
i want to move to toronto and get my own life started
im sick of boring conservative stinky old calgary
and ESPECIALLY sick of high school
and all the drama that comes with it
grad is coming...
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felipelovesyou:
Delia, is SUCH a cute name! haha! i had to tell someone.. yes, high school sucks but it DOES get better.. well, it's whatever you make of it.
hey! I went to the animal shelter today to get a kitty for my cat damien. so he could have a friend - but the coolest fucking cat there had TWO people waiting to adopt him! grr!! i wanted that little bastard!
so i think i'll go tomorrow and this time i'll go to like 4 sheltersd determined to come home with a kitty! haha!
why don't you have IM? sucks. i think you might be fun to talk ..i mean "chat" to ..haha!
like how this entry is turning out to be crazy-fucking-long?! nice. i think i'll keep going... so i think i'm going to have it out with my roomate tonight... how fun is that? fuck it though.. i CAN'T let people get away with shit! like .. not washing his dishes and other "roomate" shit like that! hehe!
how great would it be to watch an old movie and talk through it.. like talk FOR the characters and make jokes the whole way through! haha! i think that's something i'd like to do on a "date" .... hehee! although.. i don't think that the girl would be amused.
I've not gone to the gym in like 3 weeks!!! grrr!!!! i suck at life!
are you bored yet? see..... the reason i'm doing this is cos... i'm working on some sites and i am not in the "work" mood.. i'm in the "hangout, try to cook something, rent DVDs and laugh" mood. buuuuuuuuut....
i don't get paid to do that.. and a partner in crime is nowhere to be found! soo... i thought i'd type without stopping and i chose YOU as my victim! haha!
ok ok ,, you HAVE to be annoyed by now... if not? you are soo very very cute AND sweet! muah! you rock today... have a goodnight... and get on IM so you can bug ME! hehe! bye...
( I'm so - making voices over an old movie while eating something we tried to cook - with you in my mind right now.... )
hey! I went to the animal shelter today to get a kitty for my cat damien. so he could have a friend - but the coolest fucking cat there had TWO people waiting to adopt him! grr!! i wanted that little bastard!
so i think i'll go tomorrow and this time i'll go to like 4 sheltersd determined to come home with a kitty! haha!
why don't you have IM? sucks. i think you might be fun to talk ..i mean "chat" to ..haha!
like how this entry is turning out to be crazy-fucking-long?! nice. i think i'll keep going... so i think i'm going to have it out with my roomate tonight... how fun is that? fuck it though.. i CAN'T let people get away with shit! like .. not washing his dishes and other "roomate" shit like that! hehe!
how great would it be to watch an old movie and talk through it.. like talk FOR the characters and make jokes the whole way through! haha! i think that's something i'd like to do on a "date" .... hehee! although.. i don't think that the girl would be amused.
I've not gone to the gym in like 3 weeks!!! grrr!!!! i suck at life!
are you bored yet? see..... the reason i'm doing this is cos... i'm working on some sites and i am not in the "work" mood.. i'm in the "hangout, try to cook something, rent DVDs and laugh" mood. buuuuuuuuut....
i don't get paid to do that.. and a partner in crime is nowhere to be found! soo... i thought i'd type without stopping and i chose YOU as my victim! haha!
ok ok ,, you HAVE to be annoyed by now... if not? you are soo very very cute AND sweet! muah! you rock today... have a goodnight... and get on IM so you can bug ME! hehe! bye...
( I'm so - making voices over an old movie while eating something we tried to cook - with you in my mind right now....
)
felipelovesyou:
hot pink and lime green ... like "maybelline"? hehe! have fun with TV...
ok, so... MSN me.
felipe@runningfish.net
it's a screen name... haha! lame huh? if not? it's cool... have funfunfun anyway...
ok, so... MSN me.
felipe@runningfish.net
it's a screen name... haha! lame huh? if not? it's cool... have funfunfun anyway...
i like your "i love everyone"
i think i'll steal it!
have fun sweetie!