Im getting older....
Its a scary feeling, one of my friends just called me to inform me that my high school love just got a divorce from her husband. Thats fucked up to imagine someone my age getting a divorce. i cant even imagine getting married at this time in my life I can hardly take care of myself much less someone else. I also just recently saw one of my other high school chums being taken away by the police. That scare the hell out of me . pretty much im 20 years old and i feel like im 12 . what in the hell is wrong with me I should be an adult by now, but i feel the same as always. I remember right after i graduated high school I sat around waiting for a mental change to get me out of this 12 year old state of mind and im still waiting will it ever happen?
Its a scary feeling, one of my friends just called me to inform me that my high school love just got a divorce from her husband. Thats fucked up to imagine someone my age getting a divorce. i cant even imagine getting married at this time in my life I can hardly take care of myself much less someone else. I also just recently saw one of my other high school chums being taken away by the police. That scare the hell out of me . pretty much im 20 years old and i feel like im 12 . what in the hell is wrong with me I should be an adult by now, but i feel the same as always. I remember right after i graduated high school I sat around waiting for a mental change to get me out of this 12 year old state of mind and im still waiting will it ever happen?
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