Time to vent:
Life just gets more odd as it goes on. I remember when all I wanted was to get out of college and start my "real life". I thought it would be easy and fun. Turns out I really miss my old life, it seems all I do now is work. I really do enjoy my job though, it may sound cheesy and stupid but I really like the idea of influencing students with music. It really helped me when I was younger and going through the good and bad times. But I think my main point of missing my college life was there was always something to do and I had such tight knit group of friends. Now I'm just really lonely, all my friends seemed to be splitting off in their own lives. They have either moved, shacked up with a significant other, or are in the exact same position I am in just busy as all hell. So my question is what do I do now? I have met some great people recently either through this site or at work and they have kept me sane. I am thankful for those new friends, but maybe I am just hung up on my old group. It just sucks that people grow up and grow apart. I just feel I should settle down sometimes, but that just seems a little premature for myself. I feel like the odd man out because I am not getting married or contemplating having kids. Both of those ideas scare the hell out of me.
In other news:
Only two weeks till X mas break, finally I get to reap the benefits of being a teacher!
I have been listening to a lot of Stiff Little Fingers lately they are awesome.
Life just gets more odd as it goes on. I remember when all I wanted was to get out of college and start my "real life". I thought it would be easy and fun. Turns out I really miss my old life, it seems all I do now is work. I really do enjoy my job though, it may sound cheesy and stupid but I really like the idea of influencing students with music. It really helped me when I was younger and going through the good and bad times. But I think my main point of missing my college life was there was always something to do and I had such tight knit group of friends. Now I'm just really lonely, all my friends seemed to be splitting off in their own lives. They have either moved, shacked up with a significant other, or are in the exact same position I am in just busy as all hell. So my question is what do I do now? I have met some great people recently either through this site or at work and they have kept me sane. I am thankful for those new friends, but maybe I am just hung up on my old group. It just sucks that people grow up and grow apart. I just feel I should settle down sometimes, but that just seems a little premature for myself. I feel like the odd man out because I am not getting married or contemplating having kids. Both of those ideas scare the hell out of me.
In other news:
Only two weeks till X mas break, finally I get to reap the benefits of being a teacher!
I have been listening to a lot of Stiff Little Fingers lately they are awesome.
sadie:
have seen shock treatment yet? tell me what you think when you do.
twelve:
I will file that in my "Keep this in mind" drawer.