It's been a fucked up week. Whats even more funny is it's been making smoke, instead of drink. it is usually the other way around. I guess I have easier access to cigarettes being only 20 for another 5 months. Anywho. Things were stressy for me already. I got into the musical here at fdu. And as much as doing theatre pisses me off I do it anyway. Why? Because everyone else involved seems to mesh with each other and become family in a period of 2 seconds. And me not being quite that easy to get along with ends up sitting around watching. People just piss me off to much.
Then I come back to the room, i had forgotten my cell phone, my roommate tells me my boyfriend had been trying to call me. Apparently my roommate and her mom (who my boyfriend has been living with) are moving and are giving him 30 days to find a place. He JUST got a job. So I have a total breakdown.
I am calmer now, but regretting the fact that its a good chance he will have to go back to florida for a while until he has enough money to be independant.
So that'll probably drive me to more self destruction. Fuckin YAYYA!
and im listning to shitty music right now and i don't know why. whatever
Then I come back to the room, i had forgotten my cell phone, my roommate tells me my boyfriend had been trying to call me. Apparently my roommate and her mom (who my boyfriend has been living with) are moving and are giving him 30 days to find a place. He JUST got a job. So I have a total breakdown.
I am calmer now, but regretting the fact that its a good chance he will have to go back to florida for a while until he has enough money to be independant.
So that'll probably drive me to more self destruction. Fuckin YAYYA!
and im listning to shitty music right now and i don't know why. whatever
infinity:
hope that he can find somewhere so he can stay in nj. it is good that he does have a backup in case he cant find anywhere in nj, would be better to not have to use it though.