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Monday Feb 07, 2005

Feb 7, 2005
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Sometimes I like exploring dark places of this world that just about everyone doesn't like to think about. I do it because it's part of Reality, it's Truth, and it's horrible, and it's a lesson on just how beautiful Beautiful really is. Or how lucky Lucky really is. Or how precious the breath you just took is, and how many breaths you take for granted. Things so painful to even imagine that we wouldn't even dare portray it in our most horrific films.

The hardest part is letting your minds eye observe this darkness to view the horror and magnificence of life through a little window...but when you decide to walk away and back into the light and safety your life... a bit of that darkness folows you, hangs over you for awhile, and lingers until your powers of repression push it down, because it's really just too much to think about, even if you have guts of steal.

Yeah, I've been in the True Crime section of the bookstore again. It's an ugly place.

I really need something to cheer me up again. Someone recommended a Disney movie. That would be an ironic joke at this point. Can someone send me a link or something to a site that displays _the_lighter_ part of reality?

I'm going to Home Star Runner right now.
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jamber:
Im happy i was able to turn you day around!

I really do love helping women have babies. Being a Doula is really rewarding work.

Knowing I turned your day around helped to turn my day around.

Funny how that works, huh?
Feb 7, 2005
itzie:
I used to be addicted to the darkness.. but I guess i'm in rehab now. My addiction made me fuck up several of my relationships, and I almost lost the one I'm with now because I craved the intensity that came from it. Ive never felt more alive....but i cant have my fucking cake and all that... so here I am now. nice boring quiet life. I have goals and dreams now that i never had, which might lead me nowhere... have I learned to be happy being happy yet? I dont know.. i guess im not quite there yet. ??? am i talking?
Feb 8, 2005

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