aurora_b_alice

Sometimes I like exploring dark places of this world that just about everyone doesn't like to think about. I do it because it's part of Reality, it's Truth, and it's horrible, and it's a lesson on just how beautiful Beautiful really is. Or how lucky Lucky really is. Or how precious the breath you just took is, and how many breaths you take for granted. Things so painful to even imagine that we wouldn't even dare portray it in our most horrific films.

The hardest part is letting your minds eye observe this darkness to view the horror and magnificence of life through a little window...but when you decide to walk away and back into the light and safety your life... a bit of that darkness folows you, hangs over you for awhile, and lingers until your powers of repression push it down, because it's really just too much to think about, even if you have guts of steal.

Yeah, I've been in the True Crime section of the bookstore again. It's an ugly place.

I really need something to cheer me up again. Someone recommended a Disney movie. That would be an ironic joke at this point. Can someone send me a link or something to a site that displays _the_lighter_ part of reality?

I'm going to Home Star Runner right now.