New favorite drink: raspberry lemondrop martini with chambord. Yum yum yum. But don't mistake it for being weak in the alchohol content and shoot it because, as you will find by the gently increasing warmth in your tummy, that there was indeed a healthy portion of it.
Day one of the month long "break" from my boy. As of yet I do not feel the urge to see him, yes I miss him, but not like he misses me. He sends me emails describing the agony he's going through right now and I feel horrible. I feel bad for putting him through this. I don't ever want to inflict that kind of pain on anyone and it's almost enough to make me rush to nurse his heartbreak. Of course, that would mean shelving my own need to be alone right now, letting the desire for it sit and stew in the back of my brain. I don't completely know why I want to be alone, a lot of confusion and uncertainty in general mostly, and I hope the time will make things clearer.
Day one of the month long "break" from my boy. As of yet I do not feel the urge to see him, yes I miss him, but not like he misses me. He sends me emails describing the agony he's going through right now and I feel horrible. I feel bad for putting him through this. I don't ever want to inflict that kind of pain on anyone and it's almost enough to make me rush to nurse his heartbreak. Of course, that would mean shelving my own need to be alone right now, letting the desire for it sit and stew in the back of my brain. I don't completely know why I want to be alone, a lot of confusion and uncertainty in general mostly, and I hope the time will make things clearer.