auralpleasure

I have been obsessively playing video games lately. I stayed up playing them last night until I couldn't take it anymore. My goal was to do it as long as my body could take it. I doubt this is good.

It seems a lot of my obsessions come out of wanting to distract myself from what I really need to do. For me, procrastination is all about finding something unimportant and fun to do so I can trick myself into thinking that I'm accomplishing things.

I have one major thing coming up in about a month and a half. I have a gig (non-paying mind you) where the only thing on the line is respect. If our band sounds like crap, then it's really only gonna be disappointing and will reflect on me. Having other people count on you to can be really nervewracking. I need to get organized. Fast.

Oh, and this electiong thing is really bothering me. It is just too damn close right now. If I was a Christian, I'd pray...then again, I might be praying for Bush if I was.