Bitching was really the only category I felt comfortable putting this in. As much as I refuse to bitch about it, that's what it is. Bitching.
Bascially my biggest issue right now is that I am the only one of my good friends who is single.
And I mean painfully, hopelessly single.
I have a lot more guy friends than I do female friends, so it gets weird when they get girlfriends and kindof alienate me because the girlfriends feel weird about me. My best friend, Adam and I have a long stupid history so I understand why his girlfriend is wary of me, but the other three are completely unfounded. Anyways, all four of them have girls. My four closest girlfriends have significant others (3 with boyfriends, one with a girlfriend lollll) and it's come to a point where no matter who I hang out with, I am a third wheel. My friend Nicole is 'talking' to this boy, so they hang out all the time too so even though Im making myself feel better by considering her as the only other single girl, she's really not because Im still a third wheel if I hang out with her!
I'm just sick of it, but I will admit that I haven't really done much to improve my situation. Besides the weight loss I've done nothing but dye my hair to alter my appearance. I often dress like a boy. Flannel shirts and skinny jeans are my staples. I won't go so far as to say I'm a catch, but it's not like Im hideous. I mean damn. What does a girl have to do to get a little attention around here? Even when I am wearing flannel Im usually wearing a tiny little tanktop underneath and showing off the Girls. So its not like Im completely sexless in it. lol It's also the fact that I clam up and get awkward around boys Im attracted to. I either talk in circles or giggle too much, or start reverting to acting like a boy.
Also....Im a hopeless nerd. I would rather sit in my jeans and band t-shirt on the couch with you and play video games (more like let you beat the shit out of me at video games) than getting dressed up and going out. Going out is nice once in a while, but for real....all I want is a nerdy boy who will indulge my quirks like having random Lord of the Rings movie marathons and enjoy them.
PLZ find me one.
Bascially my biggest issue right now is that I am the only one of my good friends who is single.
And I mean painfully, hopelessly single.
I have a lot more guy friends than I do female friends, so it gets weird when they get girlfriends and kindof alienate me because the girlfriends feel weird about me. My best friend, Adam and I have a long stupid history so I understand why his girlfriend is wary of me, but the other three are completely unfounded. Anyways, all four of them have girls. My four closest girlfriends have significant others (3 with boyfriends, one with a girlfriend lollll) and it's come to a point where no matter who I hang out with, I am a third wheel. My friend Nicole is 'talking' to this boy, so they hang out all the time too so even though Im making myself feel better by considering her as the only other single girl, she's really not because Im still a third wheel if I hang out with her!
I'm just sick of it, but I will admit that I haven't really done much to improve my situation. Besides the weight loss I've done nothing but dye my hair to alter my appearance. I often dress like a boy. Flannel shirts and skinny jeans are my staples. I won't go so far as to say I'm a catch, but it's not like Im hideous. I mean damn. What does a girl have to do to get a little attention around here? Even when I am wearing flannel Im usually wearing a tiny little tanktop underneath and showing off the Girls. So its not like Im completely sexless in it. lol It's also the fact that I clam up and get awkward around boys Im attracted to. I either talk in circles or giggle too much, or start reverting to acting like a boy.
Also....Im a hopeless nerd. I would rather sit in my jeans and band t-shirt on the couch with you and play video games (more like let you beat the shit out of me at video games) than getting dressed up and going out. Going out is nice once in a while, but for real....all I want is a nerdy boy who will indulge my quirks like having random Lord of the Rings movie marathons and enjoy them.
PLZ find me one.
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If only I were single darling, you sound pretty great to me.
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And I know that probably doesn't help 