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my life suddenly got very highschool again. i was so used to dealing with relatively 'adult' situations, and they are still a part of my life, but i am having an extremely highschool romance right now, and frankly it's refreshing.

sitting kind of near eachother watching a movie being scared to do anything, finally holding hands, waiting until it's too late to make a further...
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tank_ex_mortis:
That lucky punk. Most of us never find girls that think it's cute... frown

Ah well. smile
pokes:
Sounds ideal. Frankly, I would kill to have an akward high-school romance again. There's nothing that gets your pulse racing more than prolonged anticipation. Most ladies I invlove myself in are all too eager to jump me on night one, sadly. I almost innevitably find that to be a turnoff. What I woudn't give for an adoarbly shy, under-promiscuos girlfriend. Well, maybe not so great to have to deal with inexperience but at the same time it can be fun if you'e not looking for more then they can offer. To me, it was always more enojyable when I was younger and still felt it a challenge to get into the girl's bed. Now, when it's a virtual innevitability that we'll end up in bed, should we get together, sex has become more mechanical, and accordingly less intense. So anyways, just think about the upside and keep in mind that what you've described, to me at least, isn't that bad. wink
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omg so me and grade 12 dream boy totally hung out and we are both boring and huge nerds and it's awesome.

and leningrad and malloreigh moved here and he is going to shoot my set and she is going to do my hair and it's going to be awesome. i am so stoked. finally! and hopefully i will make some new friends in them...
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malloreigh:
then we should get along just fine. tongue looking forward to meeting you.
friedbanana105:
i've put up with this ten-person, fancy picture friend list long enough! you're going to have to grow up and realize real SG folks have lots of friends and succumb to the boringness of a text-only friendslist, ok? trust me, the novelty of the avatar pix wears off very quickly... wink
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hahha holy shit.

the bext thing ever just happened.

this boy i totally loved all throughout grade 12, but was always too scared to talk to... JUST EMAILED ME.

he was randomly reading my journal and he saw his name. haha.

god, this is insane. a year ago he was my DREAM BOY. and now he has emailed me.

that's one way to get over...
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mnislahi:
love love love
luckyride:
talk about good karma. you musta had some comin'! biggrin




ps. keep rocking that nes.

ps2. is fun to play

ps3. you see the game boy advance classic nes edition? pretty sweet deal if ya ask me (which, of course ya didn't)
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my new hair is so sassy.

i hung out with a sort of friend from highschool today, who i hadn't seen in a year, it was nice.

we didn't even do drugs which was our old habit.

all i have eaten today is popsicles and candy she bought me from the english sweet shop.

when we were in highschool she used to always say she...
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mnislahi:
yea i dont like when i dont knwo if the firls is joking or not!!
if i hit on you... trust me is no joke!! wink kiss
lucabrasi:
You are sassy! Just go after your chick friend, i bet she's notwink
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how can you ever love or trust anyone again
when you find out
that the only person you have ever really
cared about
trusted
opened up to
loved with every fibre of your being
[at a certain point in time]
was just full of shit
the whole time
and that their heart
always belonged
to someone else.

everyone thought i had trust issues before!!

this...
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endlessben:
I need an address to send it to, you know. Unless I just send it to:

Canada
care of: audioofambor
friedbanana105:
i've printed off a dozen little pictures of ryan, which i am going to tape to various pool balls at Peacock Billiards on Saturday night. imagine the fun. biggrin
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i slept in my own bed last night for the first time in months, it was depressing.

i really hate my life without ryan. i hate being here, i hate my house with a passion, i hate not having a group of friends to hang out with anymore...

being with ryan made me like my life, even when me and ryan may not have been...
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posh:
*hugs*
ryan is an ass. you are too good for his sleazy, scummy self.
now get on a bus and get your hot little self over here so we can shoot!
endlessben:
Eh, mate! Where's dat addy, den? Y'Bird, ya saucy tart!
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lucabrasi:
How could you go from two guys to single?
mnislahi:
you dog is your love? or just a random pic? haha i kid!
i added you btw..
sorry about ur break upfrown
feeling better? kiss
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with_forevers:
love the last picture. keep 'em coming.
runelateralus:
Nice pics. Emo fag is the best one, if you ask me.
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us maple totally BLOOWWWWW.

the fiery furnaces are pretty good, i must admit, even though i tend to hate female lead singers.

the shins were great. put on a great show. definetly made me appreciate them more, seeing them play live.

i didn't have the best time but i was just in a bad mood and when i am in a mood like that, if...
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lucabrasi:
A temultuous break up of ice has nothing to do with orgies! It's debacle! but you did make me check...
tjaden:
hmm... y'know, come to think of it... the last show i went to where all of the bands were at least decent was... *damn*... nevermind. heh.
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we just had a two hour staff meeting

in the porn room

about how to push discount rental cards on people

kill me now.
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tjaden:
ugh. i hate those meetings... mad
runelateralus:
By the way, I forgot to mention, nice pics you got there.

I love Nintendo. biggrin