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FILL THIS OUT PLZ K THX.


1. Type the name of someone special to you. if
you haven't met the *one* yet, then just type
the name of your best or closest friend.
ryan mccullagh.

2. Why did you choose to type that name?
because i have never felt this way about anyone in my life.

3. What's your most memorable moment with that
person.
meeting him. when he came to my door. and i kissed him.

4. How long have you known each other?
real life, almost 8 months, internet land, about 10 months.

5. What do you like most about that person?
how well we can talk and how well we have always got along. i take it for granted now but even from the start, even in those 5 hour phone conversations, it was always so easy to talk to him and there was never awkward silences. sure that's a given now, but that's a big deal to me when i don't know someone that well, because it's so rare for me to feel that comfortable.
and how when he's in a good phase he makes me feel so safe and loved and that he's the one good thing that will always always always be a part of my life. no matter what.

6. What do you hate most about that person?
his insanely hot and cold nature.

7. If you could change one thing about him/her,
what would you opt to change?
i would make him equally committed. like old times.

8. Do you regret anything you did to that person
in the past?
yes, everything. if i was better from the start i think we would be so much different now. better.

9. Describe that person
artistic, fun, usually very nice, creative, friendly, beautiful, witty, talented, outgoing, insanely intelligent, a little bit nerdy, but mostly quite hip.

10. Your message to that person
i am sorry. you have to believe that we can get through anything, because we are ryan and amber, and never ever forget that. please.

i really hope i get that job. i need *something* in my life. i know i do. i wish i had fun friends to hang out with, but the thing is, i just got bored with my friends a long time ago. maybe i would be more inclined to not spend every moment with ryan if there was anyone else interesting in my life.

i wish i wasn't so bad at meeting people.

why does he have to be so dreamy?





oh and i deleted some friends and went back to the picture format.... i missed it so.