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my uncle died today.
he had been sick for awhile now and for the last few weeks had been on morphine.
last night he went into a coma, and this morning they just gave him a high dose of morphine, and that was it.

my stomach hurts.
i hate this time of the year. and now i think about my aunt and how he was her anchor.
and his grandkids to whom he was the best grandfather ever.
this man was awesome.
and now hes gone.

ok, now i am off to be sad