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right now i would like to be in a certain someone's pocket.

all i can think of is the beach.

it smells like spring outside and the sun is so bright. i'm listening to old reggae and i can't help but fantasize at what the summer will bring for me. i want to ride around in a jeep with the top off. i want to stick my toes in the sand. i want to drink gin and tonics on the beach while watching the sunset....
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i really want to go to the beach today.

the fed ex man drew me a picture.

the road to happiness is paved with good intentions.

i have broken my heart to fix my head.

i want to go to barbados for a week. sit on the beach. snorkle. read. have sex. tan. be rubbed with lotion. sleep outside at night. eat yummy seafood. dance barefoot. shop in flip flops. wear nothing under my sarong.

ever get that gut feeling like something isn't right.

normally i follow my gut, but today i'm not too sure where that feeling is coming from.

i feel so exposed on here sometimes. like too many people know what is going on in my personal world when at heart i am a hermit and wish i could hide away from all humans.

i am in...
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i want to go shopping so badly.

i want a cute tube top dress.

i want cute little short heeled flip flops that i saw at browns that cost the same as my rent.

i want my hair to grow four inches before the start of summer.

i want to change my apartment around and go ikea shopping.

i want to have ten more hours...
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i need a vacation.

i'm scared to break the momentum of work.

it's always all or nothing with me.

balance?

what's that?

are you a dreamer or a realist?