too tired to post lately... ergo, i must be gravely ill
its a very bad sign when i can't even work up the interest/energy to procrastinate on work by posting in online journals. is a sign that the fatigue has become drastic. the mental equivalent of a fish beginning to list to one side.
that said, i must be feeling better now - have been...
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its a very bad sign when i can't even work up the interest/energy to procrastinate on work by posting in online journals. is a sign that the fatigue has become drastic. the mental equivalent of a fish beginning to list to one side.
that said, i must be feeling better now - have been...
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quite the day. art ended early this morning so got to go to breakfast in the dining hall where, in addition to the usual nifty omlettes there were *coconuts.* took one and nabbed one for fatespawn too. was oddly full after a breakfast of omlette and apple crisp and coconut, but i'd inadvertantly drank three glasses of water with it all (it'd been there on...
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m0ngrel:
thanks!
...and sorry to hear about the fishie...
[Edited on Apr 22, 2004 3:27PM]
thanks!
...and sorry to hear about the fishie...
[Edited on Apr 22, 2004 3:27PM]
shadowmancer:
Oh no....so sorry about the poor fish.
fatespawn has his littlejohn's sandwich test early tomorrow morning - wish him luck!
and, sadly, am far too late in the evening to call home again... wanted to talk with xie more. cannot remember whether she was going to get her nipples pierced *this* weekend or next... all i can remember is the the piercers were near the beach. so yeah, wish her luck too,...
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and, sadly, am far too late in the evening to call home again... wanted to talk with xie more. cannot remember whether she was going to get her nipples pierced *this* weekend or next... all i can remember is the the piercers were near the beach. so yeah, wish her luck too,...
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xie:
hey -- SGburlesque: Jun 15 Washington, DC, 9:30 Club
wanna go? i think that SGVA is also planning a meet-up for before the show [i'll have to check for finalized plans..] but it would be fun.. however, jun15th is a tuesday.. erg. probably still could work it out.
wanna go? i think that SGVA is also planning a meet-up for before the show [i'll have to check for finalized plans..] but it would be fun.. however, jun15th is a tuesday.. erg. probably still could work it out.
smuffy:
A question from you would be kindly welcomed.
it's been awhile... was so tired monday and tuesday, then got to bed early, 12:00, tuesday night, and woke up wednesday with the most horrific cold ever. as in an i-can-feel-the-post-nasal-drip-eating-away-at-the-back-of-my-throat miserableness. today that's gone away, for which i am enormously grateful. i can even breathe semi-consistantly again! but i'm still sniffling and snuffling and dripping in a most unbecoming way. i wonder if wild...
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xie:
man.. i think all fish should be snuggly!fish. cooper's doing well.. after el padre returns, we're gonna make an appt for him to get his toenails trimmed [+ watch really carefully so we can do it ourselves from now on, instead of having to pay.]
oh, haha -- mary called yesterday telling me she'd cut + dyed her hair -- but only the underside [red], she said she was hoping that i was okay with that + that she wasn't trying to copy my style.. it amused me. i haven't seen it yet, but i will today. boo for people only able to do things to the undersides of their hair so that they can get hired + not killed by parentals.
oh, haha -- mary called yesterday telling me she'd cut + dyed her hair -- but only the underside [red], she said she was hoping that i was okay with that + that she wasn't trying to copy my style.. it amused me. i haven't seen it yet, but i will today. boo for people only able to do things to the undersides of their hair so that they can get hired + not killed by parentals.
am tired today, and down. is what i get for staying up till 4 last night working on an art project only to skip this morning because i was simply too tired to show up. and still not entirely done with the project either. am pissed off.
does styrofoam packaging kill?
am eating reconstituted banana bread. it was given to me in loaf form (in...
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does styrofoam packaging kill?
am eating reconstituted banana bread. it was given to me in loaf form (in...
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ariel__:
um..bovine? you? no. actually, I was thinking I've been looking a little cow-like lately, with mournful eyes and bones sticking out.
stockings=evil. my toenails of destruction rip them to shreds whenever I put any on. plus, it means skirtage, and I detest those.
stockings=evil. my toenails of destruction rip them to shreds whenever I put any on. plus, it means skirtage, and I detest those.
smuffy:
Thank you doll. He must've not liked it because he never commented on it.
By the way, I am pretty sure you are not supposed to put styrofoam in a microwave.
By the way, I am pretty sure you are not supposed to put styrofoam in a microwave.
dreamed last night about being outside an apartment complex with my mom, and she hadn't been able to find parking, so i asked her where the car was and it turned out she'd parked it (a big SUV) on the train tracks that ran behind the apartment complex. and naturally i was like "why did you do that?" ...a train started coming and she got...
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m0ngrel:
i like your changeling... very cool perspective.
shadowmancer:
Sorry about the fish. But if you do get a new one, you could always just call it 'fish'. (I'm hoping you get the reference 
)
)from what i've seen so far, this is probably one of the longest sg posts ever. but i'm afraid i just tend to just pour it all out like that... feel free to skim.
***long section about my dying fish***
my fish, kudos, is dying. he looks absolutely terrible - his lower fins are all ripped and torn, hardly even there anymore, and his underside...
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***long section about my dying fish***
my fish, kudos, is dying. he looks absolutely terrible - his lower fins are all ripped and torn, hardly even there anymore, and his underside...
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xie:
poor kudos... snifff.... that's really sad if it's from him trying to be friendly.
ariel__:
*hugs* I hope Kudos gets through it - he's a tough little guy..
and of course I know you like me better than chocolate, silly (hear that all? I'm better than chocolate!)
hehe. but thank you
and of course I know you like me better than chocolate, silly
(hear that all? I'm better than chocolate!)
hehe. but thank you
i've got zen residue all over the inside of my brain. i can't think anymore - i just be. mmmm.
actually, it's probably just sleep dep, not zen-ness. but the not thinking part still holds.
i'm not actually gonna recap from yesterday - i guess those keywords will just have to tell their own story. ha!
today:
watched top gun for the first time, just...
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actually, it's probably just sleep dep, not zen-ness. but the not thinking part still holds.
i'm not actually gonna recap from yesterday - i guess those keywords will just have to tell their own story. ha!
today:
watched top gun for the first time, just...
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shadowmancer:
p.s. LOVE the red.
mackenzie_k:
sorry you are so stressed and such things. I do wish you luck and hope you enjoy your weekend with family and friends. I understand about not meeting new people, and I hope that perhaps someother time it will work out best for Us to meet, and as for stree just remember what Benjamin Franklin said "Do not anticipate trounle, or worry about what may never happen. Keep in the sunlight." Hope that helps, later gator
the night before the deadline: realization
a well-written philosophy paper already dwells inside me.
i only have to let it out.
(p.s. - i have created lightning and flame. all that's left is electric tears, and i get to do that tomorrow, after the paper is due.)
i will write about how my day was later. keywords for me to remember important parts by:
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a well-written philosophy paper already dwells inside me.
i only have to let it out.
(p.s. - i have created lightning and flame. all that's left is electric tears, and i get to do that tomorrow, after the paper is due.)
i will write about how my day was later. keywords for me to remember important parts by:
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shadowmancer:
That was exactly the kind of story I needed. Thanks.
As for the paper, heres what Im going to do. Im going to send creative and speedy thought your way. And maybe some earplugs to stop your brain from leaking out.
p.s. I know I have said it 1000 times before, but it must be really interesting being inside you brain.
As for the paper, heres what Im going to do. Im going to send creative and speedy thought your way. And maybe some earplugs to stop your brain from leaking out.
p.s. I know I have said it 1000 times before, but it must be really interesting being inside you brain.
mackenzie_k:
well I hope everything worked out for you
, I found out that I more than likely have fri and sat off, I didnt know if you were able to possibly do something, so just let Me and I will see what I can do.
Talk to ya later
, I found out that I more than likely have fri and sat off, I didnt know if you were able to possibly do something, so just let Me and I will see what I can do.
Talk to ya later
i have finally created digital lightning. it's about bloody time, and i don't feel nearly as all-powerful and thor-like as i might have hoped. i feel tired. and stressed, and sugar-fatigued.
have the run lola run soundtrack cycling over and over again. it lends me strength.
my family is coming to visit on friday... i still have two more digital effects to finish for this...
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have the run lola run soundtrack cycling over and over again. it lends me strength.
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jonnnnny:
wow digital lightning thats impressive... dont think ive created anything that impressive... i did make a pretty great sandwich the other day, but that wasnt created digitally i used out dated analogue methods.
edited to add: the run lola run soundtrack is pretty rockin, dont think much to the film tho.
[Edited on Apr 07, 2004 4:40PM]
edited to add: the run lola run soundtrack is pretty rockin, dont think much to the film tho.
[Edited on Apr 07, 2004 4:40PM]
ariel__:
of course I have a sexy sexy name!
and I suppose the rest is...sort of a fair description. except for the social butterfly bit. and the natural flirt part.
but, rest assured, I was not the author of that priceless bit of internet novelty.
also - I'm good to go for Friday night
is it still on?
and I suppose the rest is...sort of a fair description. except for the social butterfly bit. and the natural flirt part.
but, rest assured, I was not the author of that priceless bit of internet novelty.
also - I'm good to go for Friday night
is it still on?crap poetry fragments, brought to you by stress!
this week is stupid
orange peels pile up on my desk
parents come friday.
philosophy paper question:
do people have intention?
can't write untill
i get the will
if i do have intention, it's not enough. suck.
the tutorial says there is a built-in lightning effect.
i render: pixellated crap.
lightning will not strike this place once....
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this week is stupid
orange peels pile up on my desk
parents come friday.
philosophy paper question:
do people have intention?
can't write untill
i get the will
if i do have intention, it's not enough. suck.
the tutorial says there is a built-in lightning effect.
i render: pixellated crap.
lightning will not strike this place once....
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am listening constantly now to the run lola run soundtrack. yay for kinectic music helping to fend off the blessed blessed sleep we are denied...
too much to do. i don't even want to enunciate it - would just provide evidence against myself later.
no mention or recognition of the red hair at work. perhaps this is a politeness? but on the upside, i moved...
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too much to do. i don't even want to enunciate it - would just provide evidence against myself later.
no mention or recognition of the red hair at work. perhaps this is a politeness? but on the upside, i moved...
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hrlyquinn:
I hate daylight savings time. Losing an hour sucks.
codemonkeym:
Black sedans, all in a row? It's the Matrix! Were there any black helicopters?
Tell them you need at least 4 monitors with a different OS for each! At one point I had a SPARCstation20 with Solaris2.5, an Indigo2 running Irix, a Win2k Professional laptop, and a WinNT RAID server all playing my desktop workarea... Though the Indigo2 and the WinNT were unupgraded boxes from 1996 and it was 2001. Overkill, but fun to play with, especially since my real work was at a dead end most of time I worked there. 
As for typing... Um, there might be another reason for the looks... some touchtypers view this site but only type one-handed while they are here...
My ex-boss who got promoted laterally to his level of maximum competency has a cube where he can be heard but not seen. Lately I hear a lot of swish-rubbing noises (he wears a windbreaker because he sits directly under a A/C vent). Perhaps I have too acute of hearing. I don't hear a lot of typing or mouse-clicking, just a lot of rubbing.
His behavior has been getting more and more inappropriate in the five years that I have know him. I don't think he's looking at porn... but...
I knew a guy at another job who would view porn at work, but they wouldn't get rid of him until he started harassing the one female employee in our section...
Tell them you need at least 4 monitors with a different OS for each! At one point I had a SPARCstation20 with Solaris2.5, an Indigo2 running Irix, a Win2k Professional laptop, and a WinNT RAID server all playing my desktop workarea...
Though the Indigo2 and the WinNT were unupgraded boxes from 1996 and it was 2001. Overkill, but fun to play with, especially since my real work was at a dead end most of time I worked there.
As for typing... Um, there might be another reason for the looks... some touchtypers view this site but only type one-handed while they are here...
My ex-boss who got promoted laterally to his level of maximum competency has a cube where he can be heard but not seen. Lately I hear a lot of swish-rubbing noises (he wears a windbreaker because he sits directly under a A/C vent). Perhaps I have too acute of hearing. I don't hear a lot of typing or mouse-clicking, just a lot of rubbing.
His behavior has been getting more and more inappropriate in the five years that I have know him. I don't think he's looking at porn... but...
I knew a guy at another job who would view porn at work, but they wouldn't get rid of him until he started harassing the one female employee in our section...
I don't think I've ever had the cute-girl-gringing problem either. I have the problem with guys, but like you said, it's much easier to get rid of guys.
Mmm, cupcakes. I haven't been able to stop eating for the last three days. I have no idea why. I so want a cupcake now. That sounds so good!
Three cheers for Fatespawn!
I'm with Shadowmancer on feeling weird leaving one line comments on your journal. Sometimes I can't think of something really good to say so I just don't say anything. Other times, there's just so much to comment on, I don't know what to say.