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Wednesday Apr 19, 2006

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I saved somebody's life tonight. Such an amazing feeling followed by the worse.

It's hard for me to reach out. To communicate. I don't know. I really need someone to talk to. There are somethings bothering me. I can't keep them bottled up inside anymore.

And I hate myself because I feel weak for writing this. I shouldn't have to need anyone, or their help with anything. I should just be able to deal with everything all on my own. And it shouldn't matter to you, because you don't know me. You don't care.

i'm so good at pushing people away i don't realize it anymore. I don't know what to think of anyone anymore. I stuff it all down inside as deep as I can. I hide it. Pretend it isn't there. I feel it, but I don't let it show. I fake a smile when need be. I lie and say everything is great.

Everything is great.
jordan:
everyone needs someone. that's a beautiful thing, not a sign of weakness. people help each other grow, at least people with good hearts.
i hope you feel better soon. kiss
Apr 20, 2006
madi:
So when will you be around?
Apr 28, 2006

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