I'm sick as shit 
... this is like the first time in about 5 years. Weird.
I have this weekend coming up off, and I want to go check out this new restaurant. I hear that have an incredible wine bar
. So, hopefully this passes within the next couple of days.
Slowly the weather is turning nicer. The days are getting longer. It's crazy to say, but I feel like I have been sort of "reborn". After everything that went down last year, I finally feel like all of that is far behind me now. As though it happend in another life. And I suppose, depending how you look at it, it did. Everything has changed so much, especially things about myself as a person.
It's funny, whenever you go through a traumatic event or a series of traumatic events... there's a period where you feel completely hopeless. Like all anything is going to ever do is fuck up. And then when the clouds break, and new light begins to shine down on you... you don't do as much reflecting as you start doing realizing. I've learned a lot about life the past 14 months, things I thought I already knew but hadn't the slightest idea. To look back on how naive I was and how in denial I was about being naive... holy shit.
But troubles do come, and they always pass. For every problem, there is ALMOST always a solution. Nothing stays the same forever because everything will at some point change, even if it's in the slightest degree. And some day I will be far away from where I am now, doing something great. And one day I will find it in myself to take another chance with faith and love. Because time heals all wounds, and scars are merely reminders of what to do better the second time around.
Visualize a dream, and make it into reality. Just a thought.
A. Gray
... this is like the first time in about 5 years. Weird.
I have this weekend coming up off, and I want to go check out this new restaurant. I hear that have an incredible wine bar
. So, hopefully this passes within the next couple of days.
Slowly the weather is turning nicer. The days are getting longer. It's crazy to say, but I feel like I have been sort of "reborn". After everything that went down last year, I finally feel like all of that is far behind me now. As though it happend in another life. And I suppose, depending how you look at it, it did. Everything has changed so much, especially things about myself as a person.
It's funny, whenever you go through a traumatic event or a series of traumatic events... there's a period where you feel completely hopeless. Like all anything is going to ever do is fuck up. And then when the clouds break, and new light begins to shine down on you... you don't do as much reflecting as you start doing realizing. I've learned a lot about life the past 14 months, things I thought I already knew but hadn't the slightest idea. To look back on how naive I was and how in denial I was about being naive... holy shit.
But troubles do come, and they always pass. For every problem, there is ALMOST always a solution. Nothing stays the same forever because everything will at some point change, even if it's in the slightest degree. And some day I will be far away from where I am now, doing something great. And one day I will find it in myself to take another chance with faith and love. Because time heals all wounds, and scars are merely reminders of what to do better the second time around.
Visualize a dream, and make it into reality. Just a thought.
A. Gray
mnislahi:
Hey new friend!