atti

There is nothing certain in life. Every thing comes and goes, is lost and found and also altered by our experiences and the passing of time. The old saying "never say never" is entirely true. Based on observations I've seen in the past month, I'm pretty sure I could live the rest of my life with that motto in the forefront of my mind and...
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So its 6am and once again I'm still awake, sitting in chat with just the thoughts racing through my mind to keep me company. I was thinking tonight about how I am really quite upset with where I am with my life right now. I know that I have full control over my destiny and that no one really can motivate me to do anything...
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I'm kinda mad right now, but too upset to elaborate in a post. Grr I hate my life sometimes

Sometimes at 7am in the morning, and your eyes are heavy with sleep, certain things become apparent. For me on this cold and rainy May morning, I've been thinking that people are generally divided into two groups. Either the ones that follow or the ones that are followed. Now I know its a pretty basic concept and I'm sure most of you are thinking "Geez...
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As of lately I've been trying to brainstorm on some interesting youtube videos that I want to make. The most promising idea right now is doing a series of movie/tv show reviews, using images and clips from those movies to make one 5-10 minute youtube video review.. I've started working on a few ideas that I've wanted to do but I want some input from...
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Another wonderful update from Atti.... commencing!

Well life is not going so well my friends. As of right now I'm close to a thousand dollars in the hole with the bank. They call me daily to find out when I'm going to make a minimum payment back and I don't have much to tell them. I'm without a job and right now I've been trying...
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So today promises to be warm... sixty-seven, says the weatherman. I wonder how much he gets paid to pick daily temperatures like numbers in a lottery drawing. But then again I suppose there is some exact science to it all. I hope the weather holds. It would be nice to get outside, breathe in the fresh Midwestern air and play disc golf for the first...
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So here's an update in the world of Atti:

I've been dealing with depression as most of you know which led me to quit my job unexpectedly a few weeks ago. I'm seeing a therapist and taking medication right now to help with my depression. Although I'm trying to get back on my feet I'm seriously negative in the bank right now with no job....
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Monday morning, the start of the new week. At 340 am, I"m laying here in the dark, with only the glow of the laptop to guide my words to the screen. I always turn on The Album Leaf when I'm sleeping and/or writing, so right now I'm surrounded by it's ambient melodies. In three hours I'll be at work, in the grocery story,working in the...
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Here's a little more that I've gone over from the story I put on here a few weeks ago. Enjoy!


Ethan noticed that the coffee had shot right through him, and he needed to use the bathroom. He hated to have to leave at this moment, especially when there were so many unanswered questions. Who knew would what happen when he was in the bathroom....
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