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Sunday Feb 13, 2011

Feb 13, 2011
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Ill make this brief. Last night I went to have a beer with a friend and started to talk to him about my personal issues. I got about two minutes in when he got distracted and ignored me because of a girl he knew. these are the kinds of things that make me want to hurt myself. Im losing a lot of faith in people that I call friend.

Also Ive been trying to make the phone call to my school, but the couple times that I actually dialed the number and let it ring, I started having a panic attack. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why am I so wound up and on edge?

Putting on a good face for everyone is wearing me thin.
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missmalice_:
my love my love

Panic attacks- because you're most likely mind fucking yourself into all of the what if's with school BUT YOU NEED TO CALL!
People are stupid you know this? Why does it continue to bother you that you're surprised a guy ignored you to check out a girl that he happened to know? Come on! Please do me a huge favor and I will let you grope me when you get back to the states tongue
Please call your school. Please?! Everything we use to talk about, and your blogs, your disdain for well "the job"
please do it for yourself. Take a deep breath and call. Don't let this chance pass you by.
Feb 16, 2011
trekka:
yes indeedy smile
Feb 20, 2011

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