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I'm not sure what it is about Sunday nights that makes me so reflective, but this particular Sunday night is hitting me harder than most. I want to make some big changes in my life, and I feel afraid to do so. People find themselves so used to the usual routine that when sometimes comes along unexpectedly they fear it, shun it and completely reject it. The old phrase "if it isn't broke, why fix it?" comes to mind. People like the niche they cut out in their life and go to great lengths for some kind of stability. I find that it is no different with me. I'm so used to the way that I have been doing things that trying to switch it up now is mind-blowing. The changes in which I wish to implement are rather large... well large for me. I"m sure that for John and Jane Doe reader out there its not that big of a deal. We all value certain things differently in our own lives. I feel like a broken record with all this blogs within the last few months, but blogs are meant for me to pour my thoughts out, so I guess I'm fulfilling its purpose.

I hope for the strength to make these changes. Doing "business" as usual is not good enough anymore. Merely surviving is sufficient for this guy. I told myself that I would come back from Korea a different person and after six months I can say with utmost certainty that the man I see in the mirror every morning is not the person I had in mind. It's time to make good on the promise I made with myself.

On another note.. its time I posted some new music on here to share.

Enjoy <3

Matt Pond PA - Emblems




Guster - Satellite




El Fin.