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So its the beginning of Wednesday.. my clock just ticked 1201 and here I am wide awake. Go figure..

I managed to get another two weeks of leave off starting this friday until the 22nd. So that means more time sitting around in chat and being a huge nerd The pain is still definitely there and I am not taking percocet along with my oxycontin Its kind of a painpill cocktail lol

My roommate is still being a douche... for those that I talk to on a regular basis, I refer to him as douche in normal conversation. He is the thorn in my side.

I currently am eagerly awaiting the arrival of the new iTouch here in Korea. THey pulled the older models off the shelves in anticipation for the newer ones to get here, but I haven't been able to get a straight answer on when that is. I will be the first one to snatch one up.

Besides the normal bullshit going on, I've just been pretty much sitting here, doing a lot of thinking. Which can be a good or a bad thing. Sometimes I over think things which leads me to be more self-destructive that I was in the past. I think that I've become so wound up over stupid shit that I stress over everything. It sucks to say the least.

This time off has definitely proven how lonely I feel. Being so disconnected from home and not really friends with anyone over here has taken its toll after 2 1/2 months. I can't imagine how I'm going to feel 6 months from now.

Time will tell. For now I'm going to listen to some Sigur Ros and play Call of Duty. Because shooting things to Icelandic music is what cool kids do