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Well its almost friday which is good because then I get to see the doctor finally. I am still having trouble with sleep and terrible dreams but oh well.. maybe I'll bring it up tomorrow but since I have to wait so long to see any kind of provider I have a laundry list of things I need to get checked out. The knee is at the top of the list but there is something else that I have not told anyone about, but I figure its been kept secret long enough.

About... two years ago or so while I was at a friends place we were sitting around playing video games. I was going to sit down in a metal foldout chair and I sat directly on an exposed sharp piece of metal which pierced at the base of my spinal cord just about my buttcrack. Funny term I know but its the best way to describe it. When it happened I was extremely dizzy and almost threw up from pain. It passed but since then I have had a lot of pain in that area which is primarily from a nickel-sized.. growth or something. It may be smaller than that.. I have not actually seen it but I feel it and it hurts quite a bit. I'm not sure if its anything serious but I may ask for it to get looked at and perhaps a biopsy. We shall see, I suppose. Life is becoming more and more stressful as time goes forward.

The roommate situation has been put on the backburner with everything else going on. That will not be resolved any time soon and the health concerns are taking precedent right now.

I would say yay for the weekend but OH WAIT the company is taking that away from me for no good reason. Perhaps tomorrow I'll get my cane back or crutches. Fuck me.