So here's an update in the world of Atti:
I've been dealing with depression as most of you know which led me to quit my job unexpectedly a few weeks ago. I'm seeing a therapist and taking medication right now to help with my depression. Although I'm trying to get back on my feet I'm seriously negative in the bank right now with no job. Tomorrow (rather today) I plan to go out job hunting and get a job. On sunday I was feeling rather down and decided that I would call my mother to talk for once and tell her that I was down and let her know whats going on. The conversation was pretty rocky and she decided that she would yell at me a lot instead of being supportive. Last night she calls me while I'm out with my friends and tells me that on friday she is coming to take me back to her small town where she lives so I work there and have no contact with my friends or anything until I learn some motivation and gumption. First of all, I dont' want to leave my friends in this town, and I don't want to go to small town Iowa. I told her that will only do more harm than good because I don't want to go there. I told her flat out that I don't want to go there and that I won't go. She said that I had to go. But really there's nothing she can do about it is there? I'm 23 years old and living with two roommates, there's no real means she has of legally getting me to go anywhere right? I'm just looking for assurance I guess from my friends on here. When I went to my therapist on Monday, I told him that my mother wanted to put me in a hospital (she way overreacts) and he said that there is no way that I'm anywhere close to being that off balance. He told me that they wouldn't even take me at a hospital. So I feel better about that part, but I don't want to go back with her.
On top of that my SG subscription runs out tomorrow (the 4th) and have no means of reactivating it. So if I don't talk some of you before then, I guess I won't be on here for a while sadly.
Any advice on my first situation would be most helpful. If I have to I'll call a lawyer or something or the cops even and see what that will get me. Thanks for reading about my fucked up life.
I've been dealing with depression as most of you know which led me to quit my job unexpectedly a few weeks ago. I'm seeing a therapist and taking medication right now to help with my depression. Although I'm trying to get back on my feet I'm seriously negative in the bank right now with no job. Tomorrow (rather today) I plan to go out job hunting and get a job. On sunday I was feeling rather down and decided that I would call my mother to talk for once and tell her that I was down and let her know whats going on. The conversation was pretty rocky and she decided that she would yell at me a lot instead of being supportive. Last night she calls me while I'm out with my friends and tells me that on friday she is coming to take me back to her small town where she lives so I work there and have no contact with my friends or anything until I learn some motivation and gumption. First of all, I dont' want to leave my friends in this town, and I don't want to go to small town Iowa. I told her that will only do more harm than good because I don't want to go there. I told her flat out that I don't want to go there and that I won't go. She said that I had to go. But really there's nothing she can do about it is there? I'm 23 years old and living with two roommates, there's no real means she has of legally getting me to go anywhere right? I'm just looking for assurance I guess from my friends on here. When I went to my therapist on Monday, I told him that my mother wanted to put me in a hospital (she way overreacts) and he said that there is no way that I'm anywhere close to being that off balance. He told me that they wouldn't even take me at a hospital. So I feel better about that part, but I don't want to go back with her.
On top of that my SG subscription runs out tomorrow (the 4th) and have no means of reactivating it. So if I don't talk some of you before then, I guess I won't be on here for a while sadly.
Any advice on my first situation would be most helpful. If I have to I'll call a lawyer or something or the cops even and see what that will get me. Thanks for reading about my fucked up life.
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btyjugs:
AWWW it sucks about your mom , no worries she can not just admit you or take you back home babe, Feel better and you have my yahoo and msn so feel free to chat with me anytime .. I will show you jess boobs 
lilcali:
I'm sorry to hear you are going through such a rough time. I understand completely because I am going through some myself. May you continue to find your way through this dark haze. I know you will be okay.