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I'm not sure if it is the changing of the leaves or the cooler breezes that blow in my windows late at night, but something about this particular morning made me want to write a blog. I suppose a big part of my reason for wanting to write a blog was because of earlier tonight.

Sundays are always a day off for me. For those...
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Have you ever come across an instance where you feel completely ignored by everyone around you, even close friends? As if you didn't exist and their lives (as trivial as they are) are more important than what is going on in yours? I'm not to say that my live is more important than others, but I have come to realize that at this stage in...
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Hmmm, sometimes its tough to find the right words to put on this page.

I'm really sick of people that I thought were my friends ignoring me when I need someone talk to. That doesn't help my depression whatsoever. So thanks to those that said that they care and would talk but don't give two shits. Woooooot

Always a good way to start off a week, eh?

Sometimes I'm not sure what is going on around me. It's almost a series of puzzles and riddles that I have to constantly meditate on in order to move forward. After a while its taxing to say the least. At this point in my life, I feel like I"m making some real progress, but there is just that faint whisper in the back of my...
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Lucccccccccy, I'm home!!!!!!!!!!!!



I'm back, kids

Well hello SG community once again. This time I write to you at a more normal hour (7:18am in not normal for me though). I'd like to take this opportunity to apologize for my last blog which was definitely influenced by alcohol. I have nothing but love for everyone on this site (minus a few people). So disregard that blog because there is no truth...
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Its interesting to find out those that said that they care actually don't in a time of need. At this point when I need someone to talk to and they blantantly ignore me, it shows me their true character. Its a good thing that I'm not suicidal otherwise that would be a whole different story entirely. The friends that I thought I could count on...
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There is nothing certain in life. Every thing comes and goes, is lost and found and also altered by our experiences and the passing of time. The old saying "never say never" is entirely true. Based on observations I've seen in the past month, I'm pretty sure I could live the rest of my life with that motto in the forefront of my mind and...
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So its 6am and once again I'm still awake, sitting in chat with just the thoughts racing through my mind to keep me company. I was thinking tonight about how I am really quite upset with where I am with my life right now. I know that I have full control over my destiny and that no one really can motivate me to do anything...
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I'm kinda mad right now, but too upset to elaborate in a post. Grr I hate my life sometimes

Sometimes at 7am in the morning, and your eyes are heavy with sleep, certain things become apparent. For me on this cold and rainy May morning, I've been thinking that people are generally divided into two groups. Either the ones that follow or the ones that are followed. Now I know its a pretty basic concept and I'm sure most of you are thinking "Geez...
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