*now playing- Capdown: Faith no more
heyyy
it was treatment day today
woo fucking hoo. it's getting boring now. i had to sit there for 4 hours today. i overheard the doctors saying the think i've had the placebo, so i'm going to have to go through all this again. not until i've had my second MRI scan though
they did try and cheer me up by saying that i can take my own CD to the hospital to listen to through headphones while i'm in the MRI machine 
well it's better than listening to the bloody loud banging noise that it makes.
so today has been my day off, and i spent it sat on my own at the hospital. i did manage to get home by 2:30 though which was cool. i had to get up at 6am to get to the hospital on time. on my fucking day off. so since then i have done absolutely nothing. except eat doritos
tomorrow i'm having windows xp installed.. finally! it'll make a change from windows me. that is probably the worst OS ever invented. i must buy blank cds to back up all this music!
our work night out has been finalised. we're getting 100 quid from our area manager towards it. 50 should pay for the minibus (providing we get a good deal), so the other 50 will be for drinks hmmm there is 12 or so of us going, so we wont get that many free drinks. but who cares eh!
i've decided i'm sick of being single. today, when i was sat in the hospital, it made me feel really alone. i hate that feeling. i don't wanna meet just anyone though, cus when that happens, i know i'll just get messed around. wait, am i just being paranoid? or is it just the mediactaion talking? i need to do something about this
i need to get sorted for work tomorrow, so i'll see you later, folks
oh, and go see Hexe and tell her how amazing her set looks
looovings
heyyy
it was treatment day today
woo fucking hoo. it's getting boring now. i had to sit there for 4 hours today. i overheard the doctors saying the think i've had the placebo, so i'm going to have to go through all this again. not until i've had my second MRI scan though
they did try and cheer me up by saying that i can take my own CD to the hospital to listen to through headphones while i'm in the MRI machine well it's better than listening to the bloody loud banging noise that it makes.
so today has been my day off, and i spent it sat on my own at the hospital. i did manage to get home by 2:30 though which was cool. i had to get up at 6am to get to the hospital on time. on my fucking day off. so since then i have done absolutely nothing. except eat doritos
tomorrow i'm having windows xp installed.. finally! it'll make a change from windows me. that is probably the worst OS ever invented. i must buy blank cds to back up all this music!
our work night out has been finalised. we're getting 100 quid from our area manager towards it. 50 should pay for the minibus (providing we get a good deal), so the other 50 will be for drinks
hmmm there is 12 or so of us going, so we wont get that many free drinks. but who cares eh!
i've decided i'm sick of being single. today, when i was sat in the hospital, it made me feel really alone. i hate that feeling. i don't wanna meet just anyone though, cus when that happens, i know i'll just get messed around. wait, am i just being paranoid? or is it just the mediactaion talking? i need to do something about this
i need to get sorted for work tomorrow, so i'll see you later, folks
oh, and go see Hexe and tell her how amazing her set looks
looovings
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Hmm work night out sounds like it will be fun, if eve if u arent getting all the free drinks under the sun.
Yeah, its always good to have a partner for love and support, but you gotta make sure it's the right one, or it could work against you instead. So best of luck finding and insanely beautiful, intelligent, caring etc woman for yoself. Shouldn't be too hard you're a tops bloke
Have a great one.
later
I'm sick of being single too but I find that there's not a lot of choice in men for a well educated, tattooed, 36 year old female.
Anyhow I hope your treatments are successful!