attack11

ugh, i feel like a complete zombie. 5 hours of sleep wasn't enough.

so, on top of the awesome stuff yesterday i also had a performance review for work and came up short; so i was asked "why" i've barely made progress in the 3 weeks back from christmas... my response still irks me, but was truthful.

"well it's realistically a case of the wrong person for the situation .. it's an advanced framework that i grasp, but i have too many questions about how to make things to be efficient with it like X/X"

not using a toolset to generate my csla code and the language switch to vb (who writes in vb anyways?) is really fucking with my ability to do things.

what's bugging me right now is i wasn't paid yesterday, and i need to be paid to get my accounts unlocked so i can do rent. my car payment never happened yesterday because of this stuff, sigh.

update: i wasn't paid 'cause it couldn't be deposited into my account. fucking awesome gov! that's so awesome .. lock me outta my accounts and don't let me put money into em so i can pay you to remove the lock. fucking catch22.