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we ended up talking last night about what happened 2 days ago. i made a blog entry about it which upset her last night when she read it, and we had a lame convo over msn which frustrated both of us and started to seriously annoy me. we moved to the phone and i felt bad 'cause she was crying.

we ended up talking for like an hour about everything and i told her how frustrated i was that lately it seemed like everything about me pissed her off; citing my recent past, and interests. she said she didn't know why she had been acting the way she was lately but was sorry and was upset that she was fucking things up 'tween us. she said the scenario in her mind about, i guess me cheating kept getting more elaborate and worse the more she thought of it; and it was ridiculous. i told her this isn't fucking things up, it's growing pains cause we've got different interests in some ways and she just needed to say something. anyways, tonight she's making dinner and tomorrow we're going to a rib street festival. mmmm ribs.

jen also mentioned my name to a coworker that is looking for a wedding photographer. that was pretty cool of her to do. she's passed along some flickr urls.