had a shitty sleep last night from a too hot apartment. i made the mistake of turning on the heat while drinking some beers last night. sigh, i should've known better hehe.
so after waking up too easily from a lame dream i was laying in bed; going over things in my head. my ex was in the dream. blah blah .. i decided to just get up 'cause i never easily go back to sleep once i start thinking about things early in the morning.
so, i hopped on the comp and decided to wipe out all pics i had taken of her. i gained like 10gb of hdd space. my flickr pics shrank by a couple of hundred and i've taken out some of my "most popular" images. good riddance.
3 years with an immature person that gives you no consideration for your simple flaws (major anxiety) is not something to hold onto in my mind. i kept one nice pic i snapped this past fall. one's enough; that's all i have of any ex.
i also saw a drastic weight gain in pics of myself over those years as i went from a positive person, to a depressed/unhappy person. thank god i know how to work my body to drop that easily. took a few weeks to drop 40lbs and my gym routine finally has my metabolism back up. i ate take out for 2 weeks and still managed to maintain a 155-158lbs weight. hah! the lack of cardio sucked though; felt really really good to get back into the gym last night.
here's a pic of my reef with the day lights on. imagine it with twice the rock, cause that's what it'll look like in a couple of months after i absorb the cost of moving cities and taking my stuff with me.
that patch of red in the bottom left is a small small colony of cyano that's desperately trying to survive. i had my refuge pump turned off for around 2 weeks due to a lack of water (it dipped low, couldn't afford to buy any 'cause i was ultra strapped for money); so my chaeto (nutrient sponge) couldn't do it's job and the pump is what moves water slowly in that spot for the frogspawn coral. no flow, a little extra nutrients = cyano. it should be dead with in a few days.
so after waking up too easily from a lame dream i was laying in bed; going over things in my head. my ex was in the dream. blah blah .. i decided to just get up 'cause i never easily go back to sleep once i start thinking about things early in the morning.
so, i hopped on the comp and decided to wipe out all pics i had taken of her. i gained like 10gb of hdd space. my flickr pics shrank by a couple of hundred and i've taken out some of my "most popular" images. good riddance.
3 years with an immature person that gives you no consideration for your simple flaws (major anxiety) is not something to hold onto in my mind. i kept one nice pic i snapped this past fall. one's enough; that's all i have of any ex.
i also saw a drastic weight gain in pics of myself over those years as i went from a positive person, to a depressed/unhappy person. thank god i know how to work my body to drop that easily. took a few weeks to drop 40lbs and my gym routine finally has my metabolism back up. i ate take out for 2 weeks and still managed to maintain a 155-158lbs weight. hah! the lack of cardio sucked though; felt really really good to get back into the gym last night.
here's a pic of my reef with the day lights on. imagine it with twice the rock, cause that's what it'll look like in a couple of months after i absorb the cost of moving cities and taking my stuff with me.
that patch of red in the bottom left is a small small colony of cyano that's desperately trying to survive. i had my refuge pump turned off for around 2 weeks due to a lack of water (it dipped low, couldn't afford to buy any 'cause i was ultra strapped for money); so my chaeto (nutrient sponge) couldn't do it's job and the pump is what moves water slowly in that spot for the frogspawn coral. no flow, a little extra nutrients = cyano. it should be dead with in a few days.