im venting. even if no one reads this.. its long. be prepared.
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so i had a girlfriend most of the summer, she was nice and lovely. but at that time i was just arriving home from aussie and still unsettled so i didnt attach to her right away like she did to i. so right away our relationship was one sided. i was always holding back, i could have treated her better.
she was moving away to school at the end of the summer like most ppl, but i wansnt, i was staying home and wanted to go back out to western canada. so we decided to split up when that happened.
i decided to stay home and go to school now, so she threw a nice birthday party for me and we spent a couple days together and had fun went to Skate4Cancer at MTV in Toronto together which was amazing. and i really thought we could get back together.(this was sept 25 so a couple weeks ago)
so after i thought about it, deciding whether or not to commit to one woman, i waited a week or so and kinda beat around the bush with the topic of seeing her more and such. i didnt get as much response as i wanted but there was distance.(about 2hours away)
so just the other day i iwrote her a poem(my last blog shows it) and she said it was cute... didnt think much of it.
so then the other night i told her i really missed her.
she said "i miss what we had, and the way things used to be"
bombshell i know.
so i was just like WOW i guess shes over me big time? why the fuck did she throw me a bday party and sleep with me and blah blah.
so then last night i asked her more serious and honestly about getting back together and she just shut me down saying "its to late" i was just kinda shocked at how fast she got over me in such short time...
so today i come online, check facebook. and shes tlakin to another guy asking if tthey're gonna hang out tonight or tomorrow night. and i know him!
another fuckin bombshell.
so im just fucking soooo pissed off. cus now she says i waited to long, shes over me.
and shes already with another dude.. FUCK
i need to B my L all over some girls T's
so god damn bad. i've never been this jelous in my life.
sun of a fuckin bitch.
just when you think you love someone. their over you! god damnit
so i had a girlfriend most of the summer, she was nice and lovely. but at that time i was just arriving home from aussie and still unsettled so i didnt attach to her right away like she did to i. so right away our relationship was one sided. i was always holding back, i could have treated her better.
she was moving away to school at the end of the summer like most ppl, but i wansnt, i was staying home and wanted to go back out to western canada. so we decided to split up when that happened.
i decided to stay home and go to school now, so she threw a nice birthday party for me and we spent a couple days together and had fun went to Skate4Cancer at MTV in Toronto together which was amazing. and i really thought we could get back together.(this was sept 25 so a couple weeks ago)
so after i thought about it, deciding whether or not to commit to one woman, i waited a week or so and kinda beat around the bush with the topic of seeing her more and such. i didnt get as much response as i wanted but there was distance.(about 2hours away)
so just the other day i iwrote her a poem(my last blog shows it) and she said it was cute... didnt think much of it.
so then the other night i told her i really missed her.
she said "i miss what we had, and the way things used to be"
bombshell i know.
so i was just like WOW i guess shes over me big time? why the fuck did she throw me a bday party and sleep with me and blah blah.
so then last night i asked her more serious and honestly about getting back together and she just shut me down saying "its to late" i was just kinda shocked at how fast she got over me in such short time...
so today i come online, check facebook. and shes tlakin to another guy asking if tthey're gonna hang out tonight or tomorrow night. and i know him!
another fuckin bombshell.
so im just fucking soooo pissed off. cus now she says i waited to long, shes over me.
and shes already with another dude.. FUCK
i need to B my L all over some girls T's
so god damn bad. i've never been this jelous in my life.
sun of a fuckin bitch.
just when you think you love someone. their over you! god damnit
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Cheer up sweetie...she obviously is not worth it.
And this totally isn't what you want to hear but if she was SO into you for the entire summer and you kept pulling away and not giving her much back....it's not JUST all of a sudden her getting over her. It was her getting over you that whole time.
Guys don't seem to get that.
You can't always have what you want when you want it how you want. People aren't like that. There are so many guys out there that take their girls for granted and one day...it is too late.
She cared/cares about you. That's why she threw you the party and was with you. But maybe she just thinks that you'll be the same. Maybe this other dude from the start treats her better then you did and she likes that and wants more of it?
If it was love, and you're sure of it - tell her exactly what you feel, why you pulled away, why you want it now. Give her EVERYTHING and then let her make the decision.
yea yea I'm a bitch I know....