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It is looking ominously like I will be home for the holidays, how depressing.If I don't go to hawaii I think I will take a drive;............ road trip!!

Where to go? That shall be the only question, where to spend 11 days; or maybe I just stay on the move.

So I have been waiting for my id so that I can go to my friends wedding in hawaii and learned today when I called to find out where it was that; 'Oh yes, there was a problem in processing that could delay delivery.'! WWHHAATT???????? 4 days cross country delivery, regular mail because they just noticed that it should have been courier, and it left...
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So now upon a stretch of road, I stare into noonday suns and envision the length of this goldrush. I feel possessed, gripped by a power of other wordly intent and proportion. Scoured by days too long without water and nights too short without sleep, I cannot get enough of the one thing to nourish. The sun bears down and I walk still unbent, although...
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I need sleep and so I think I shall withdraw and rest my eyes for a short while, tomorrow is here already and I am unprepared for it.

yes, I do.

I have decided today to not get drunk again as it seems that when I am sober my messages are their clearest, and in retrospect it is obvious. Heaven still shakes and now I listen to the sounds that whip around me. My heart in hand, I fear not the steep slope but look towards the glow of dawn shimmering golden on the horizon. I...
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I have steadily thought to myself about the world at random for time immeasurable and have concluded I dont have a fucking idea about what the hell is my role. Should I care or not, should I be content with the stage of activity I go through. To know in one instant that the kind of person you are is at odds with itself purely...
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Heigh ho the day is done, no more work, time for fun;
Heigh ho the evil work is done.

Mmmmwwwaaahahahahaha, so day off tuesday and I'm feeling evil tonight, don't know why. Well maybe just really euphoric, I feel like I'm on shrooms or e or something but I haven't even had a drink today. Could this be......, actual, spontaneous joy?
Holy shit; that's just...
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Well that was a day full of fun and frivolity; plus huge amounts of people who can just suck my dick. If I didn't know better I would swear that IQ's suddenly dropped while I was sleeping, is there some kind of asshole messenger service that tells the special people when it's time to go shopping. I guess the tv qualifies but I was looking...
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Ok so I have extinguished another evening by the glow of my computer screen when all my friends except those I had on line ditched me. Bitter?; actually no, i laughed harder and enjoyed my time more than I have in days. I love my friends but that in no way means I should'nt look for new ones that share my interests and desires and...
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I had to work the night shift and I'm noticing how everyone is getting really uptight. It's like the season of giving came and went and in it's place came the season of bitching, griping and trying to get all those you contact in exactly the same mood. The guys in my department are scared to get out of my sight because all the other...
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