atrasties

I have decided today to not get drunk again as it seems that when I am sober my messages are their clearest, and in retrospect it is obvious. Heaven still shakes and now I listen to the sounds that whip around me. My heart in hand, I fear not the steep slope but look towards the glow of dawn shimmering golden on the horizon. I wonder still what the day will bring but not at what I carry to meet it, as that list has been provided.


Now I'm off to two towers, see you in a few hours.


I have travelled through to the other side of night and must go to work soon. The world is opening in strange patterns that I have longed for and my eyes are clearing from the haze. I feel like I'm awaking from deep slumber, moments of clarity and then sleep takes me again. Now I find intoxicants in reality and they are proving more vital than any in a bottle. Joy.