atomrobenz

I just quit my job in construction this morning. I only had two more weeks left anways. It's all for the best though. The last couple of weeks I have been the biggest asshole to everyone which is not like me at all. They have all known me as being the hardworking but polite, playful,fun-loving comic relief type of guy. But lately I've been a complete nightmare. I have never been so mean or used the F-word so many times in my life than I have recently. Clever variations such as: " You fucking idiot!!!" or "Get the Fuck out of my way!!!!" I would even link stuff together like: "Get the fuck out of my way, you fucking idiot!!!" If anybody would yell at me I'd have a well thought out comeback like: "Hey! Go Fuck yourself Buddy!!!" or "Fuck me?!! NO pal, Fuck youuuu!!!!" I'd use names like 'BUddy' or 'Pal' tolet them know I meant business. I hated that job though. I was a 'rodbuster' with meant I tied Rebar ( left over shittyass garbage steel) in the dirt and mud for about 10 to 12 hours a day 6 days a week. And because I was non-union ( a rat) I was only paid 11 dollars an hour to do it. I worked with and was bossed around by nothing but big angry, ignorant, racist, homophobic dipshits that listened to morning radio talk shows, agreed with every asinine point or opinion and laughed at all the shitty bits,jokes, and songs. These were belly laughs too!!! These guys sounded like a bunch of fucking pirates or something when they laughed. So I split!!!! It was over something stupid but I said "So long assholes!" And they all gathered around and were smiling. I then realized, they thought I was just joking around as usual.
" I'm not fucking around guys, I mean it!!! I quit!!! I'm outta heeerrreee!!!! So long Cocksuckers!!!!" Which really sucks because today is payday and I have to go back and get my check. I already have a new apartment down in No. hollywood waitin for me. (I'm still in Reno by the way) Iwas just making a little extra money in the next two weeks before I left permanately, but I have 2,500 in savings and also a possible employment opportunity so I might go tommorow or hang out for another week and party a little with old friends. Who knows? I think I quit just to actually quit a job because
I have never done this before ever. But I have to say that I kind of feel like a schmuck right now regardless of how much I hated my job. It shows poor judgement and character. I mean I'm glad I'll never have to go back ever again, but I can't shake this uncomfortable sort of guilty feeling inside.